When I Speak You Listen

brainwashing.

2009-08-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

My brain needs washing. Exams are just around the edge (i dont wana say 'corner', wa punya suka ah :]). I need to get good grades but i dont study that much. There wasnt any struggling going on. So atleast i need to pass this yr. I cant take it anymore staying in this school. Ergh. And Fasting Months is THIS WEEK. Whoa! Hari Raya coming soon bebeh! hehe. Okay enough crappings. I need to do something beneficial. Bye.

"Come see the softer side of me, S."

It is really a joke to him isnt it?

2009-08-10T22:40:00.003+08:00

Marya: kau tkmu tebawak2 k dgn ap die da buat pt kau. tk kire la bnde tu happy kn kau or menyakit kn hati kau. kau kne igt jgk yg die da ad matae , so bile2 kau bole terhurt dgn prangai die. aku tknk kau merane..

Update.

2009-08-10T19:33:00.003+08:00

Last Friday 070809, my brother Izhar got married to a beautiful woman, Huda. He said the nikah day was the best day of his life. Duhh~
Yet i still cant believe another sibling of mine is married. Who's next? Hafiz? lol. Or me? cheyy. mcm phm.

CCLICKHEREE
To see the pictures of the Nikah.

For those who think my brother was an arsehole for not inviting you to the wedding but you deserved to be there, Relax. The jemputan is not until September. After Ramadhan. We decided to wait for my sister's return from Melbourne. So yeah.

And yesterday, 090809, Singapore turned 44. Happy Birthday Spore! Sorry if i have not been a faithful resident. haha. Went photoshooting with the Kaki Foto people there. Went to see the fireworks also but we were so faraway that some of us were not satisfied with the results. But who cares, we shot fireworks from the last few weeks. haha. (btw, my laptop sucks ah. almost 500 photos from the outing were gone without me deleting them. donno ah. Down to 148 photos only. So i uploaded most of it on facebook)

CCLICKHERE
To see the pictures from yesterday's outing.

And about the new blog thingy, i still havent figure out how to handle. haha. I decided NOT to throw away this blog. But TUMBLR is so sool. haha. I guess ill use TUMBLR as a photoblog or something. So do visit the other blog of mine sometime yeah?

CCLICKHEREE
For the new blog.

Thanks.

I changed my mind.

2009-08-10T11:45:00.002+08:00

Okay people.
About the previous post.
Forget about it.
I think imma continue posting here. BUT STILL, im using the new blog also. I havent settle everything ah. So maybe the tumblr blog ill use for my photography or something. See how ah. And this blog wont be dead. Sorry. Ill update soon aite. Ill put up a link to my new blog anyways so easier for you to bloghop la kan. haha.

Hello Tumblr. Bye Blogger.

2009-08-07T00:21:00.003+08:00

I wont blog here no more.

NEW BLOG CLICK HERE

Forgetting/Forgiving is not an easy task.

2009-08-04T23:09:00.003+08:00

Its everywhere. Hurting my ears. Its like everywhere i go i just cant simply escape the talkings of the people around me. One moment i hear this, and another i hear something else. But the funny thing is they dont even know whats going on yet they still wanna talk about it. Jage sluar dalam sendiri bole? ergh. Sometimes i can easily forgive and never forget or otherwise. But in this case, i really cant imagine WHEN.
:( I cried today in school. That wasnt the first time. And i hate being sad in school. Enough sad moments in the house. I just wanna be happy when i step right out of the house. But still, how can i avoid the fact?
Where can i find a person who can make me happy all the time and make me forget all those terrible thoughts thats been haunting me? Chey jiwang. Bye ah.

Birthday Girl//Singapore Flyer

2009-08-02T04:44:00.003+08:00

First of all, A very happy birthday to my dear friend RADEN MARYAMAH who just turned 19 on 12 am today. Well, its 4.30 am right now. Da tue seh den.. hehe. So yeah, made some stupid surprise call which i spontaneously played the happy birthday song on guitar without even knowing the tabs. So i messed up quiet alot sounding all sumbang mambang. hahha. But then sang a birthday song for her and all. I made something else via webcam. She took a video of it and maybe ill post it here later. MAYBE. So yeah. Happy Birthday again to her! :))

Second, Singapore Flyer was damn boring to me. Not that i hate it. Its just that i dont see why people go there more than once. What? to enjoy the scenery? You can enjoy that from the top of your HDB flat. haha. I know its not the same. To be honest, the scenery was crazy. I could see my school building from up there. kinda cool. But it was too fast, and i didnt like being in there with different types of people and different races. Yes, i know im being racist. Sorry.

I should go to sleep now. almost 5 oclock. omg. I have plansssssss tomorrow. :)
Bye. Ill post the pictures later k. Nk tido ah.

Keropok Lekor.

2009-07-30T23:17:00.003+08:00

click on it for larger view.

I was facebook-ing when i got a friend suggestion from one of my friends. I LOL'ed hard to see NENEK KEROPOK ade facebook. haha. How many goddamn doors have you knocked on? Until you can afford to buy a computer? WOW NENEK. Im impressed. Work harder. But dont harm people ah. hahaha. So above was the dragged convo between nenek keropok, me and some random girl. How can this dude/girl layan all this stuff sehh. Sanggop buat account. -.-''

Someting make me happy in school today. Yes. Prada. *senyum2 sendiri*.
Couldnt stop smiling seh.
K bye.

(eh not bad ah i post short2 one sehh recently. heh.)

Nothing .

2009-07-29T21:37:00.002+08:00

Yes i took this picture. -.-'''
Went to some beautiful country and snapped it then went back home to Spore. Lame kan aku?! haha.
No lah. Dont have my name whatt. Found it online. Lawa per.

I have nothing to say really. I just feel like clicking the NEW POST button on my blogger dashboard. haha. Got school today. And i was abit sleepy headed ahh just now. Asek tido je.

I bought new jeans. haha. tk perlu blg. My jeans always get worn off fast. haha. My nenek say; "knape kau nie? Tajam sgt ke!?"
LOL.

In about a week, my dear brothaa Izhar is getting married. hahaha. InsyaAllah successful Bro. :)) happy for you.

bye.

ILMFTOO.

2009-07-28T23:07:00.006+08:00

Done By Yours Truly.

K Bedek.
I DIDNT MAKE THIS.
My friend did.
Her name is EECAR.
Search for her on the links section and visit okay.
Thanks ah babe. :))

ps, if u dont get the picture. Theres names of her friends. And im in it too!!! LOL.

Video chat. Goodnight.

2009-07-28T01:06:00.003+08:00

eh people, today got school sia. malas sehhh. haizz.. and its already 1 am now. Off to sleep soon. Just finish video chatting with Eecar, Syed, Azhary and whoelse ah. haha. Kekek ape korg.

Im abit upset about something. Geram ah. Like what sia. ergh. k nevermind. bye.
Its nothing im just upset that you are like this! :(

Bye.

Mitchell Davis

2009-07-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

This is an interview that Mitchell Davis did while he was at the 789 youtube gathering (not sure if u guys know anything bout this). I am still a big fan so dont be hatin on me because im so obsess ok. haha.

CCLICKHEREE

Ignite Gile.

2009-07-26T15:30:00.004+08:00

Went Ignite on Friday night. Crazy as hell sia. Moshing everywhere. Aku yg binget. I almost bend my hand violently when people kept pushing me forward. Like hell sia. I went to gigs before but not like this. haha. I wont attend gigs like this again ah. LOL Other than that, i had loads of fun. With some of Kaki Foto people, Eecar, Rafie, Irfaan, Izuan and Azhary. Poor Irfaan he sprained his ankle while having too much fun moshing and jumping behind us. haha! And i spotted only 3 people with tudong that day (during the gig of coz). Me, Eecar and another girl we dont even know. haha. Gasak lah. haha. Nearly 500 photos for the gig only. aha. but then byk fail seh gamba. blurr laen, org depan block laen. haha. but we got to stand infront seh. second row. not bad. haha. Honestly, im not used to listening to local bands before. Never sehh. Tak minat. But they're okay lah. Make Spore proud. haha. Talented people. haha. Then off to my second crib. Sleep over Raden's house. lol.
Monday no school lah bodoh!! hahaa. bye ah.

Depressed feelings are not for emos only.

2009-07-22T00:04:00.000+08:00

I know you're depressed, i am too. I know you're hurt. I am too. Im part of it so i must be feeling it too.
So whats your problem to think that only you can go mad and crazy and scold people whenever you want? I have my problems too you know. I dont share it with you but that does not mean i dont have any heavy thoughts to think about. I know you're angry. But for god sake can you please not let your anger be expressed to everyone else? Im not telling you to keep it to yourself until you bleed inside alone. But you yourself dont want us to be part of it and carry the burden together. You dont even let us to worry about it. How couldnt we? Your world and mine is totally different. What makes you think that whatever you didnt do in your school years, im not doing it now in my years? Its different. Its harder now. If only i can let you sit in my chair and table and face the bitchy and sucky people around me, then you'll know what its like to be a MODERN teenager. You think our generation and your generation is the same? Please. Im doing school work, u cant see that. Whenever im on my laptop, all you see is me doing time wasting stuff and not doing something important or beneficial. You are wrong. Gimme a break. We use more technology than writing on damn papers now for god sake. Cant you see that? Try to understand lah. You wanna try do my work? Im not saying your work are any easier but you're giving me a frickin hard time here. Everytime. Dont be sursprise if i dont come home just to finish all my work outside the house so i can have a peaceful time and finish everything and not being disturbed by anyone. With that, my life would be easier wouldnt it? Gosh.

Bulu Potek Gerek.

2009-07-20T00:48:00.000+08:00

Was out the whole day. Went to Ismah's wedding in the afternoon. I mean her brother's la. haha. Then off to meet Raden to watch Harry Potter! Afiq couldnt make it last minute. :( nevermind. I love Ron Weasley ah.. haha So cute. Must watch okay.

This coming Tuesday, is Racial Harmony day. Must wear baju melayu to school. Embarassing kepe. -.-'' And then tudong tk bole pendek. Duh~~ but then, what? must wear tudong laboh yg ustaza2 pakai eh? ......... merepek. puas hati pakai baju skola kan. heh. Bye ahh nk tido.

KAKI FOTO people, korg rock lahh.

2009-07-19T04:00:00.003+08:00

Reached home about 12.40am just now. From the Photographer's/Kaki FOTO outing. Had loads of fun lahhh. Met the previous people from the first outing and made new friends as well. Still, the jantans were more than the betines.. haha. Penat gile.. satu hari sehhh klua.. Kaki saket ahh.. Raden and Zeda tagged along. Pija joined later. Syakir and Manes also turned up for awhile. The fireworks were great. Luckily didnt rain la sehh. Klw ujan lagi aku ta tau ape nk ckp. haha. So yeah. Tomorrow, i mean today (19 july), Ismah's brother getting married. YEAY! ouh thats not the exciting part. The thing is, im watching HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE today!! YOOHOOO!!! hahaha. Eventho many of you watched already. diam ah. da tak suspend sehh denga Dumbledore mati. alamaaak. Ops, sorry yg blom tgk. da terckp. haha.

Anyways, tooooo lazy to post long2. Let the pictures do the talking orait. Bye.
Im damn sleepy.

UPDATE

2009-07-15T19:19:00.000+08:00

My brother and my niece. Cute lah sehh.

Oh. Hello. I skipped school today. Headache ahh in the morning. Take advantage ahh.
Okayy so i want to update you guys whats been going on lately.

100709 - Went out with Zeda and Syakir. Go Kallang. Slipper putos deyy.. -.- Zeda mcm phm tried to get it all together by using her MIGHTY rope. -.-'' Tak jadi tgk OBSESSED. bcoz of selipa putos, sume tergendale. Thanks to Kir, I bought new pair of slippers. Must pay him back la.. Atlast lepak2 je.. Yes there will be pictures below.

110709 - Mass Young Photographer's Outing. Gerek abes!! lol. Made alot of new friends. This Saturday gonna be the Reshoot since last Saturday, it rained just seconds before the fireworks. Carik pasal sehh. Some of us were really pissed off. We already happily set up our camera tripods and all about 2 hours before then baru nk snap itu gamba, ready! set!.. RAIN FALL DOWN.. -.-'''' Everyone hurried under the shelter. Hanco harapan. haha. So yeah, reshoot! :)) We all are allowed to bring non-photographer friends also. So if anyone wanna join just tell me kay.. hehe.

Tomorrow must go school. Donno why, must ahh.
Ive been fasting for two days. Yesterday and today. MORE DAYS to come. Bayar punye psl. -.-'''
What else? hmm i guess thats all.

Worst.

2009-07-08T23:57:00.001+08:00

Lately things are getting a bit out of hand.
Things. Just things.
People around me. Myself. Everything.
If only i could turn back time and enjoy the happy moments as much as i could..
But i know thats impossible.
I didnt see this coming. Any of it. It just happened. And i hate it.
People change, yes, i know that.
But why cant i accept the fact that im living this world full of lies and betrayal and anything painful to the heart?
I guess thats just part of growing old and getting old. Eventho im just 18. Well, soon. I hate challenges.
As a matter of fact, i hate it when people challenge me to do something. Its just frustrating.
But, ego. Thats what conquered me everytime.
Challenges, what is live without it? *sigh*
Im weak. Ive always been. Whatever you see outside, doesnt show the inside. Im not strong as i look.
Im not as happy as ive always been. What i want is strength. More of it. So i can fight my way back to normal life.
Thats it.
I should go to sleep now.

Got it back.

2009-07-07T20:01:00.004+08:00

I got my Kite Runner back. then gave it to Zeda. De nk pinjam. Naseb tk ilang.. aaha. Btw, Silent Boy best lah.. hahaha blom abes ah tapi. ouh and.. go to this website.. coolshit sia!

CLICK HERE

Tuition//Kompang

2009-07-05T21:46:00.001+08:00

Pagi2 went tuition. i mean yesterday morning. WOW. aku da master probability ahh! haha. k joke. im so dumb when it comes to this creature called MATH. tsk. So after tuition, wanted to go home straight actually. But then Zeda ask me to teman her go Cairnhill CC watch Syabab kompang utk org kawen. So aku teman lahh. kesian peh psl. takkan de nk gi sorg kan. haha. best lah kompang dorg. I love their group. Baek ah Syabab! make me proud guys! not anyone else. But me!! only me!! hahaha. k mepek. no lahh. but seriously i get goosebumps whenever they hit that kompang. haha. Not everytime ahh. But then their creation of rythms all.. Fullermak. Nice ah! i like ah! Talented people. Tsk tsk. Then met Apez there. Kendarat pe pinkdude? haha. Okay aku malas nk detail2. pape ah. Harini (Monday) cuti bebeh.

AKU NK CUTI ONE WEEK LAGI AH. SO AKU BOLE BELAJA. CAN AH? CHEYY.

Ouh and im pausing Kite Runner for awhile since USTAZ SANDISI blom BAGI BALEK buku aku. and aku pon blom mintak. haha. I started reading Silent Boy which i borrowed from Cekgu Zul. Quite interesting ah. k bye.

Gambar la oi...

Esplanade per Cha? hah.

2009-07-04T02:35:00.003+08:00

Hi, hello.
Went out with my friends today. I mean yesterday, 040709. But first went to school to hand in my speech homework. Damn you speech for wasting my time. lol k sorry. joking only what! alamak. So met Pija at school to pass her the work coz we know if we step in, and if any teacher see us, we'll be dead. We weren't wearing proper clothes to enter school compound. I seriously do not care. -.-''' blablabla. Im training myself to do short posts from now. hahaha. im doing this for myself. Not for you guys lah alamak. You think you so special is it i wanna do things for you? huh?! podda! Go lick ur own shoes ah. hahaha. mepek sia cha.

I bumped into Syazwan just now. Kesian kau absent skola psl TECEKIK GULE2. ahahhahaa. funny per.

K skip.

We watched Naufal a.k.a YOUNG perform just now. First time for me to see him LIVE. haha. He is cute. lol. Eh Rafie, klw kau bace nie, jgn mcm2 eh. kwn kau cute. tu je. lol. Plus there were also some other rappers joining them on stage. It was good lah. I mean the performance. Althought i dont really like local artists. I dont hate them lah. Just not into them. haha.

K skip again.

Time balek, in the mrt, Got this one India Family. With kid in pram, alamaaaaaaaaaaaaak. Irritating gile! Pekik2 mcm tu mrt mak bpk die punye. I mean the kid lah pekik. Takkan mak die pekik kuat2 kan. Mintak kene sepak mak die tu mcm? haha. the kid was like
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Serious shit sia. bangse at the top of her lungs! yg nyareng gile tuu... ahh gtu ahh. Not once not twice. MANY TIMES SIA. cb. binget sia. Then i was reading book you know. AND listen to music. My mp3 was in the maximum volume. STILL i could hear that rascal screaming suke hati. binget gile. Aku da tak tahan. Budak tu pekik lagi. then aku tros;
"SSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!".
tk bagi chance sia. Padehal dan india family right infront of us. haha Faisal da ketawe kan aku.
And then still budak tu biseng jugak ahh. Then i stare that kid semcm. But the mother perasan then stare at me back. e'eh si makcik keling nie. Anak kau yg irritating tau. Then i made selambe face only ah. Like i care sia. hahaha. Then balek. Dah tu je ahh. haha. Aku tgk mcm post aku ni maseh pnjg je. haha. Ah bia ah. Eh tgk gamba2 k??

Yeay to me.

2009-07-02T19:15:00.001+08:00

Oh hello. no dragging on the intro today. Just gonna share what happened today.
First thing first, i am damn proud of myself for studying/concentrating/listening in Nahu lesson today in class. Yes, FIRST TIME. i never listen/study/concentrate before. Especially NAHU. hmm. So i gave myself a pat on my back (imagine how). So yeay to me.

Secondly, i somehow made a mistake today. The teacher who supposed to come in was absent. So our beloved form teacher came in and talked continuously about Qur'an since it was Quran period and the teacher wasnt in. So i felt bored listening to him. I opened my novel, Kite Runner, and started reading. Soon after that, he caught me reading while he was talking (shok sendiri) in front. Duh~~ i know he couldnt accept that. We all know him very well. So he took/confiscated my book. I just kept shut. Just giggled to myself. I dont know. I just giggle whenever he acts angry or frustrated. It looks funny to me. haha! Then Zeda said something out loud; "Eh mane boleh ambek!?". So you know, teachers. Ape lagi. He started saying stuffs in an angry tone. I didnt hear him really (was listening to music). haha. It was like watching TV. But MUTED. FUNNAYYYY. ok im being rude. So what kept me thinking was that; "What am i supposed to say to my brother?". The book isnt mine. its my brother's, Izhar. So i kept thinking what should i do if i never get it back. Then Adila said i'll probably get it back. So okay. School time was over, i went to his office, planned to sweet-talk him so i can get it back and go home. So i knocked. And knocked. And knocked. I asked if i could see Ustaz Sandisi. Then he came to the door. I asked him nicely (in arabic.. campo melayu jugak ahh); "Ustaz.. ana urid.. kitab ana balek yumkin ustaz?" [Ustaz, can i have my book back?]. So he told me to write some shit on some paper which i dont really understand what paper he was talking about. Yeah, he mumbles. So i took out my plain w/out lines notebook and started writing. Heres what i wrote:

"Bismillah..

Saya, Nursyahirah ingin meminta maaf atas kesalahan yg telah saya lakukan iaitu mambaca buku selain dari pelajaran tertentu. Saya janji insyaAllah tidak akan ulangi kesalahan itu lagi. Saya telah berbuat silap terhadap ustaz.

Maafkan saya ustaz.

Salam.
- Nursyahirah Roslan."

Chey. formal pe. I know. mcm phm right. aha.
So i called him back out, i was just about to gave him the paper. Then he looked at it and said; "eh apa ini? saya suroh awk tulis di kertas madarasah. Tulis sebab semua.."

-.-''' i was like wth? Ustaz, you mumbled just now. -.-'''

okay so i went back down to the office and asked for the damn paper. The person who was sitting there inside said they dont have the paper. Only the discipline master. -.-''' GREAT. So went back up, asked for Ustaz Sandisi again. But he wasnt there. (for a moment i totally forgot that Ustaz Sandisi is no longer the discipline master). And then saw him praying in the Assembly hall. So i went to the canteen to eat. I was hungry. All that for a BOOK. wow. If only the book was mine i wouldnt do all this. You know, climb the stairs up and down just to get to the right person, eventhough beza satu tingkat je. hahaha Pathetic nye aku. Then aku dabes makan baru teringat, wth? why did i search for U.Sandisi for the confession paper? isnt Cekgu Zul the Discipline Master now? -.-''' Okay so went back up and asked Cekgu Zul for the paper then talked to him for awhile, he introduced us to one book called "Silent Boy" since he got to know that my case was a confiscated book, Kite Runner. haha. I read the back of the book. It does look interesting. So we asked if we could borrow it. haha. He gave us deadline somemore. Pija 2 weeks aku 2 weeks. -.-'' Dont know if i can finish it on time. So i wrote the confession thingy. A little bit different to what i wrote on the first paper. Then asked for U.Sandisi. Cekgu Zul said he went to Comp Lab. -.-''' Lari2 ah dekni. So finally, met him at the computer lab. We assume the teachers were having IT lessons or something. I dont know. And i dont care. So i handed over the paper, and he said; "okay nanti jumpe saye lagi. Saye tenga ade kelas niee." -.-''' what were you thinking Ustaz? aku nk balek tau. So i gave up. i went out. balek. I thought of collecting the book tomorrow. So yeah, problem settled. I'll be getting the book back.

UNTIL, when i was on my way back, Ustaz called me.

Ustaz: Akum. Syahirah, awk da ambek buku nye ye?
Cha: Blom ustaz. Tadi saye kene balek cepat. Saye amek besok je lah.
Ustaz: Tapi knape buku nye da tak ade atas meja ustaz?
Cha: Ntah.. tapi saye blom ambek ustaz.
Ustaz: Tapi yg peliknye mcm mane bole takde atas meja saye ye...
Cha: Takde? knape pulak ustaz? saye blom ambek tau. Saye kasi ustaz paper tu lepastu saye balek. Saye blom ambek tau... (saje gertak)
Ustaz: ........................... (seriously, he fell totally silent. i could sense him panicking. i somehow mentioned on the paper that the book ISNT mine. lol)
Cha: takpelah Ustaz, besok saye jumpe ustaz lagi..
Ustaz: ah ok ok lah. terima kasih ye.

hahaha. WHY terime kasih? takot kan????? hahhaha. kelaka lah ustaz. dah confiscate abe panic.
Seriously, klw ilang...

besok aku nk takot2 kan ustaz ah. haha. kesian die. Just see how lah tomorrow. But i really hope he still has it.

The last thing. Due to my stupidity, another person found out who PRADA is. Shitttzzz.. Pls dont tell anyone. :) k bye.

-i just cant do short posts, can i? -.-'''

Disgusting Convo With PIJA. She drives me crazy sometimes.

2009-06-29T20:44:00.004+08:00

I just feel like sharing with you what i just talked about with Pija. had me laughing hard man. haha.

Chacha:

haha. kau nmpk gamba kau tenga nanges????

HAHAHAHA

yg peluk filza

emo shit siaaa

lol

Faezah:

of course sey!

paisey sey ko letak

tpi tkpe..

Chacha:

LOL

takpelaaa

Faezah

hehhee

mmg tkpe

tk kesa

Chacha:

menunjukkan betape kite syg kwn2 kite wlwpon hanye sekejap kenal

CHEYYYY

Faezah:

lain lah klu ko letak gmbr aku nga korek idong ke..

hahaha

acheyyy

Chacha:

haha k best

Faezah:

tpi btol uh..

Chacha

nanti ku amek

-.-'''

Faezah:

bsok k amek? aku aku collect taik idong aku mlm ny gak k

=DDDD

Chacha:

oraitt

pastu kau simpan dlm tapawe

besok kitoprg mkn mcm tempoyak

HAHAHAAHAH

Faezah:

ok no prob. tpi nk kene brsih2kn cket sblm mkn.

tkot mseh ade bulu2 trsngkot

hahahha

Chacha:

hahaha ehh bulu buat sedap oiii

de mcm serondeng

hahahahahha

Faezah:

btol gak ckp ko eh.

Chacha:

siak ahhh

Faezah:

klu nk pedas lagy bsok aku bwk chili sos

Chacha:

aku ktawe mcm org gile sia

haahaha

saket prot aku

aku imagine kitorg mkn sume

hahaha

ramai2 pakai sudu cedok taik dong kau

WOW

hahaha

Faezah:

hahahahha!!! aku lagy saket prot ktwe. giuler uh kaw!!!

Chacha:

giuler

hahahaha

sedap name

ahahah

Faezah:

pastuh mnom air kencing kaw? amcm?

hahahha

aaaaah stuup!!

Chacha:

ehhh okayy gak...

-.-''''

HAHAHA

k stop ahh

saket siak perot aku

hahaha

Faezah:

hahah

ok aku stop k

klah2

ku pn nk crik maths nie

jgn lupe th,drive aku k

Chacha:

haha kk

YERR

Faezah:

bye2!!

k dah. aku nk buat compo.

School's gonna haunt me. and thats not good, maybe.

2009-06-29T18:23:00.000+08:00

AKU BARU BALEK SKOLAH. yerr SKOLA. asl?? haha.
whoever is reading this shit, kau jgn kerek ehh klw kau da tak skola. alamaaak. haha.
Just now right when i stepped in my house, my brother (Hafiz) was there in the hall. He saw me with school uniform (baru balek katekan), then said; "Ape nie skola?? hahahahahaha!"
ERGH. peh geram. haha. Yeah seriously, first day lagi ku da malas. busok sia perangai. Haiz, but whatever it is i have to try. Mampos aku klw fail lagi dis year. tak serik2 ke cha!? haha. okay we had a SPELLING TEST just now. WOW. -.-'''.

Abe just now some of the teachers were absent. Kene quarantine. alamak. i dont understand why cant they just extand the holidays!! WHY??? whyyy? i dont frickin understand! why is this happening to me?? what have i done wrong??!!! haha emosi sehh. k mepek. sorry ahh. aku gile.

eh but yesterday, sunday, ade appreciation day for the XCUBE go-ers kan. best lahh!!! suke! haha. but upset sehh some of them didnt turn up. turn off seh. k aku malas nk bobal byk2. haha. bye.

ps: mlm ni kene buat compo sehh. -.-'''

click it biatch. lol.

2009-06-26T20:10:00.001+08:00

CLICK HERE

Transformers//NATM2//Durian

2009-06-26T11:58:00.001+08:00

I watched Night At The Museum 2 last night. Midnight movie. K mepek. No lah. i watched pirated dvd. -.-''' ehh better whatt, save money. lol. but the screen small only ahh. haha. Ok the movie was good. The thing is, i watched in a sleepyhead condition so not that awesome. But overall it was funny and good. Ok itu tak penting.

Now, for real.
I watched TRANSFORMERS - REVENGE OF THE FALLEN.
Whoa caps lock tak perlu. haha But seriously, gerek apeeee crite... hahaha!
Watched with Raden and another two gremlins. LOL! busted. no lahh. the two gremlins were unfortunately my little brother and Raden's anak sedare. Both nearly the same age. A year difference only. So the first time they locked eyes, both were shy. Both kept 'mengepit' pat sebela kakak sendiri. hahah! chey! actually both same gender. boys. lol. tapi satu2 malu nk bobal. -.-''' so Raden and i was like; "ehh asl tak bobal? gi lahh bobal.. malu lagi.." you know that kinda thing. haha. so they didnt talk to each other until one time, when raden and i were Q-ing for drinks, then Raden saw her anak sedare, Ibnul, began the conversation first. Which im sure was about games because he was holding/playing PSP. My brother, who is also into this game thingy, konfem layan. So dorg dahh bobal. haha. kelaka. cute ape dorg. But at the end of the day, buat hal, which im in no mood to talk about or even share with you guys. ha ha ha. -.-'''

skip.

We watched Transformers. I swear im not into this whole robot thingy but the movie was great! One thing i just love about Transformers, is that i get to see them Transform from a car for an instant, to a huge robot. I love that part the most. LOL. with sound effects. hahah. I am so lame right now. haha! so my point is, GO WATCH TRANSFORMERS; REVENGE OF THE FALLEN. READY, SET, GO!!! hahahaha k lame.
And then last night i received a phone call, from an unknown number. Creepy i tell you. I didnt know whether to pick up or just ignore it. but i decided to pick up. The voice was scary. Growling like a monster awaiting its victim to be eaten...
Dongeng seh aku. takde.. actually mak aku call. Suro turon bawa bwk bakol byk2 nk isi DURIANNNNNN. hahaha. byk gile oi. sempat aku capai camera. So dorg tadi pegi pontian setakat amek durian. -.-'''
tenga musim eh denga2? ooooo.

so sape2 rase nk makan durian dtg ruma aku k. ahahhaa. nk beli mahal. makan sini free. hahaha. mepek. ok enough about durian.

enjoy the 'not-so-many' pictures from yesterday okay.

yeah ini je gamba smlm. ahaha. ckt kan? break record seh.
bye.

Surprise//Myspex//Picnic.

2009-06-22T22:54:00.002+08:00

(INI BUKAN MAK DAN ANAK)
-Featuring my Bro's fiancee and my adek sedare!

Aku busywoman sehh these few days. haha.

Thursday (18th): Went to Orchard to discussed and brainstormed the things we gonna do and the itenary for the picnic on 21st which is yesterday (21st).

Friday (19th): Went to Changi Beach Park to see the place and plan properly for the picnic and games and all since we (Me, Pija, Filza, Salsa, Syurahbil and Faisal ) were the organisers. lol. Its quite difficult to plan properly so we wont make stupid mistakes. And lagi2 all of us are first-timers in handling/leading/organising (whatever) big events like this. I would call it big as the attendence yesterday was overwhelming. Almost everyone from the XCUBE trip came down. Best.

Saturday (20th): Myspex. aku masok bowling. Tapi bola slalu masok longkang. haha. what to do. i suck. haha. Then mlm nye had dinner with dearest family. At the same time, a surprise for some of my family members. They thought my brother's (Hafiz) return (from mesir) would be on 28th/29th. But he reached Spore yesterday morning. BUT, when my brother was about to reach here, got to know that my parents were not in Spore. hahahha Turn off seh. haha. Parents balek kampong. So surprise kan nenek je lahh nmpk nye.. but at the end of the day, dpt jugak surprise kan my mother, and uncle. haha. Damn funny ah.. malas aku nk crite. (nanti tgk gamba2 k)

Sunday (21st): Had to attend Netball tournament between mosques eventho im not in. But i was the only supporter for Istiqamah. One word, PATHETIC. But nevermind. Thanks all yg da maenkan for istiqamah. Wlwpon tak menang, you tried. thanks. Then tros headed to Changi Beach for the picnic which, according to plan, starts at 2pm. But we had this netball thingy, so... sorry. And some of them also sesat and lmbt. haha So the picnic was fun! haha. gerek. Eventhough so little time. but we enjoyed. They played a game called Changi Pursuit which was inspired by the game we had in KL few weeks back which was also called Pursuit. KL Pursuit. But the organisers didnt get to play. We were the station masters. haha. wlwpon the game was only about an hour, tak kesa la kan.. ahaha. ok i think you're not even interested to read about all this. haha. Oh and we celebrated 3 peoples birthday! haha. The past, present and the future. haha. I mean all the birthdates are differents. Filzah's was today!! (21st). So makan2 cake jugak. haha. best2. next!

ape next? da lah.

Ok2 janji shorter posts in the future k. aku rase mcm tak perlu gtu crite everything. hahhaa. kk bye.
EH GAMBA! (bro's return and picnic photos in one)

Im grateful.

2009-06-18T02:34:00.005+08:00

Thanks Allah for bringing new wonderful people into my life. But of course InsyaAllah, I wont forget the old people who already made powerful impact in my life. And of course, i wont forget all my FRIENDS. Im very much grateful that i still have true friends who are there for me whenever i need them. Not only for laughter and joy, but also for sorrows and sadness. For these few new people who just stepped into my world, welcome. I love you guys already. You know who you are.
But please bare in your mind, that i still remember you, i still treasure your friendship. I may be busy for days but you wont leave my mind. You know who you are. (klw kau tak tau, i dont know what to say). I love my friends. And also, sometimes i love my enemies. They keep me thinking of my flaws and all. So thanks FRIENDS AND FOES.

Whats the point of having thousands of friends when you actually need just ONE or TWO to make you happy and be there for you, TRULY, SINCERELY?

I have no idea why i just wrote that. Just felt like it.

ps: Marya Alfaryaa, I love you.

Fats, Fats go away, come again another generation.

2009-06-17T03:47:00.000+08:00

So they are home now. Who? oh, them. You dont know who 'them' is?? You gotta be kidding me. Them! Im telling you. THEM! Omg! Whats wrong with you!!???? Okay drama.
Im talking about THEM. Okay okay serious. My madre, padre and lil hermano are back. Im muy feliz to see them again. After 3 weeks without them, my home didnt feel like home. It felt so quiet. With just the two of us, my abuela and me. And my brother, Izhar of course. But i barely see him coz he works everyday and i wake up from my sleep late. Very late. So i dont even see him go off to work. But not to blame anybody coz i dont even get out of my room that much. lol.
I didnt fetch them from the airport. Coz you know why? Nobody did. So it would be a little funny to fetch them. Alone. Unless if i drive or something. But you know, takde lesen. hah! So they brought home loads of chocolate which i will definitely munch on whenever i want and gain more and more fats and look like a stupid sumo wrestler. But i think im not that stupid and wouldnt want to look like one. duhh~
I dont know what happened to my 'diet' days. I just cant finish what i started. I started dieting countless times but you know what happens when i see food. -.-''' Ill start dieting again in the future maybe but i cant imagine when. Obviously not in a near future coz as you know, there are tons of chocolate in my fridge right now.

(gile kan??)

I just ate 2 bars of 'twirl'. And trust me, theres more to come. OH MA GAWD. Slice the fats OFF me! lol.

Going out tomorrow. Tak perlu tau gi mane.

And im addicted to the song on my blog right now.
Jordin Sparks - Battlefield

*Madre=Mother
*Padre=Father
*Hermano=Brother
*Muy Feliz=Very Happy
*Abuela=Grandmother

Thats all for today's lesson. k mepek. I should go to sleep now. Nearly 4AM.

Thank You.

2009-06-16T17:28:00.005+08:00

My Parents and lil bro are coming home tonight. I think im gonna fetch them. Maybe. I dont know.
Im so not letting yesterday go. We had too much fun til we cried and stressed out in the end. Tsk. F my life.

EDITED: I watched Drag Me To Hell. Again. At the Cinemas. But still!!! Worth it. hahhaa.

p/s: from now on, any photos that doesnt state 'chacha photography', not captured by me.
(EXcluding NON-edited ones)

Sharing is caring.

2009-06-14T02:02:00.000+08:00

Hello. Just wanted to share this beautiful face/s.

Ouh and btw, i was diggin gossips and interviews about ADAM LAMBERT and guess what i found..

Cool or what!? haha one of his interviews, the 'interview-er' told him about this site; 'urbandictionary.com'. thats where the 'Adam-gasm' thingy was mentioned. haha. I love it. lol.
And when Adam was asked he says "oh, thats flattering.. im glad im causing gasms."
cute nye die.. lol. K watch the video lah.. too cute.

cute kannnn?? ok bye.

Drag Me To Sleep.

2009-06-13T13:59:00.004+08:00

Hello.
How are you? Good? Alhamdulillah. Tell me if reading my posts make you sick okay? Then ill suggest, STOP READING. heh. k whatever.
Actually im very tired right now. Just came back about an hour ago. I didnt come home last night. Went clubbing and all... enjoy.. K bedek. Astaghfirullah. No lahh. Actually crite die gini.
I went out with Raden yesterday. Met her at Lavender then had out lunch at Beach Road. We're cutting down on fastfoods. So yeah. Then headed to Iluma to buy movie tickets for DRAG ME TO HELL.
The movie was really good. To me tho. Raden liked it too so yeah. But i must warn you, you might feel like throwing up while watching it. Especially at some disgusting scenes. Hmm.. how should i put it (i dont wanna be a spoiler), okay imagine, you get sick and then you throw up in someone's face and it was greenish. Ughhh. It was disgusting. But definitely worth a watch. Everyone in the cinema was like; "EUW!!!", "AARGGH!!", "HAHAHAH!", "OMG!!!!!".
I seriously dont know how to say, but you must watch it. Seriously.
It was scarydisgustingfunnyfrightening. All in one. yeah. Good movie lahh. EH GO WATCH AHH.

So after movie, we went to VIVO. AGAIN. da takde idea nak gi mane atlast Vivo jugak. haha. So lepak-ed and all. Camwhored...

Cut it short.

Time balek. hahahhaa. We took the last train from Outram to east side. Ingat nk turon city hall la kan bounce back. Then da smpai city hall, i alighted, then nmpk ape tau, "TRAIN SERVICES ENDED" on the other side. SO i quickly went back in the MRT. Sipi je, baru nk tutop. Da panic ahh kan, haha so atlast tido ruma kawan. Thanks EERA. Menyusahkan je. haha. Then tadi bangon pagi sehhh coz Eera pon nk klua.
I took the mrt from Simei. Then da tuka mrt pat cityhall sume.. aku pon tido la dlm mrt.
Sada je, da dekat BUKIT BATOK. aahahha. Terlajak rabak sehh. So i was so lazy to bangon, aku pon tido balek and let the train bounce from jurong to woodlands. haha Busok sehh prangai. So da smpai woodland, aku pon nak tap ezlink la kan, skali lampu merah klua.. "OVERSTAY".
WTF. so approached the control station then tapped my card there, start ah die bobal "Ouhh you overstayed.. blablabla.. i must deduct 2 dollars from ur ezlink card".
Then i go "Ouh im using concession..... AND i have no money."
"okayy lahh nevermind next time dont do it again okay.. this is the last time im gonna help you okayy"
"Whatever lahh.. Thanks."
So tired. Sorry Auntie control station.

So crite die gtu je actually. hahaha. K aku malas. Bye. Nah gamba!

You make me happy, whether you know it or not.

2009-06-11T21:52:00.002+08:00

Here are 10 facts about me today. Just today.

- Im currently alone at home. Seriously.
- Im frickin bored.
- I just finished 3 movies the last few hours. (I DO HAVE A LIFE)
- I miss Prada. Serious shit.
- I miss the XCUBE-ers!!
- Ive been downloading songs the whole day.
- I am blogging about nothing close to your interest. (so u can just exit my blog now).
- BUT you probably choose to stay, read this stupid boring post of mine. And i thank you for that.
- Another awesome movie is waiting for me right now. Yes, im gonna watch another movie after
this. Its called HOLES. I have no idea what its about.
- This is already the last fact. So yeah. Bye.

Sorry for wasting your time.
Saye Bosan Tau Tak?? Bile mau bukak skola? hahahhaa serious.....

XCUBE Experience.

2009-06-10T18:55:00.004+08:00

Hello people of the world. Okay not really. Step si Brad Pitt bace blog aku. haha K people of Singapore. Im hereby to tell you, that, i, am officially, a XCUBE-er. haha k merepek. No lahh.. I just came back from KL yesterday morning. Reached Spore at about 2 in the morning, Tuesday. Sampai ruma je, aku cium2 tu lappy, peluk2, lepastu bukak baju die.. ASTAGA. takde maksod aku bukak lah.. ON! alamaaak.. otak kuning ah korg. haha kk. So aku da check email and stuff, blbalabla. I fell asleep, at about 4 plus am. Then lalaland..... mcm2 mimpi.. Then i heard voices.. "Cha! bangon cha! Da pukol 7 nie.." So i woke up, my dreams at lalaland disappeared just like that. And that was because of that voice. grr. So i thought it was 7am. Then i looked at the clock. My gawd! it was 7PM. haha rabak perr.. I was in lalaland for 15 hours. -.-''' gile. So i showered and all, thennnnn, back to KOMPUTAAAAAA. haha. Messages came in like too too train sia.. haha
"*msg tone*.... *msg tone*....*msg tone*.....*msg tone*........*msg tone*"
Wallauwei. too many msg to layan. So i ignored some of them. Sorry yer. But i still reply yg penting2 la.. haha.
But im frustrated., about this phone im using. alamak.. mencabot uban aku sia. haha seriously sehh.. Im not using my 6230 as usual coz before i went to KL i let my nenek use my fon coz her fon seriously like shit. Her green button cannot picet. Her options button oso like shit. Her keypad all like shit. Can change the casing right? But i donno why that never happen till now. All too lazy to buy. haha But actually the battery oso da merepek... fullcharged but slalu "battery empty". punye lahh menyakitkan hati. And i oso donno why no one buy for her new phone battery.. padehal bole beli. haha kesian.. so imagine, i was talking to my mummy who is now damn far away from me. I miss her okay. And my brother too. ergh, okay fine, and my father. -.-''' He just left the same day i left for KL. But nevermind him. I was talking to my mum, asking things and stuffs, and i was happily/excitingly telling her about something. So i was like ; "aah ma... tadi kwn aca msg, de kate cikgu tanye chacha maseh nk pegi pahang tak... abe chacha ckp lah.. a---"
And the battery went dead. damn. Seriously sia... its like when youre talking to someone special and you go "ohhh i love you, so lets talk about kids and stuff, i cant wait to get married to---"
And the battery go dead just like that. Alamak.. Itu aku bobal ngan mak tau. So imagine that "someone special" thing really happened. How sia? geram tak.. haha ok so u get my point.

And yeah, My teacher asked if i still wanna go that pahang trip. hahhahahah! funny pe kau? da buang aku nk tanye tu mcm. -.-''' kekurangan org pe? asl? org tarek diri?? ehhhh??? hah! padan muke. suke2 paaaaa.

So i told my friend; "Kau ckp ngan die, make sure kau ckp ape yg aku nk ckp ni. : Since dari die buang aku tu, aku da interested lag eh. aku da pegi da balek KL pon, takde mase utk pahang ah."
I dont know if she will tell him the exact thing i said, but hell i dont care. I know im not the only one who get kicked. But its painful for me ah.. im sure the others felt the same way. Dont know ah, ur feelings what.

So yeah, back to 'MY PHONE'. ergh. so i knew i wont be using my fon throughout my KL trip so i lent her my fon. Then da balek, yeay my nenek is still in malaysia now, WITH my phone. I dont know how long. But i seriously need my phone. i kept cursing while using this fon. Not being selfish la.. but i use MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH more texting than calling. My nenek call2 only. So i do need it. Klw aku kaye da beli fon baru pastu yg 6230 tu bagi die pakai. hahaa. K drag psl fon pulak. i guess i have to bare wit it for awhile. Nenek, come on, come home. haha

Okay now about the KL trip. Alamak... gerek i tell you. If you read my old posts about the Perak Camp. Im sure you know how GEREK im talking about. Yeah. really. Met new friends and all. Gerek gile lahh! So what is Pahang compared to this trip? Apart from going holiday with my friends, I cant make new friends in school trips as i already know everyone. Cant enjoy so much coz school rules are somehow, merepek and the students are actually, boring. So is it worth it if i pay $180 or more for the pahang trip rather than pay $150 or less for this KL trip. Ohh i would sayy NO! I enjoyed soooo much on KL trip. Really. Im not saying this to make anyone jealous or 'batu api'. But its the fact. So i think u get my point once more.
We experienced outdoor activities and all. And the saddening part is, I broke my leg. haha joking. No actually my 'plantar fascia' was sprained. I dont know if i can use that word in this case. But somehow, you get the picture. And if you have no damn idea what the hell is Plantar Fascia, CLICK HERE. During my landing from the flying fox madness. It happened so fast. My leg was somehow stuck to something and when i landed, you know the rope jerks to stop when it ends, fuhh, i dont know how to put this to english sentence, but in malay, itu tanah genyeh kaki kanan aku 3 kali lahh ehh back forth. whoa... gerek ape kaki kene genyeh. Whoaa.. so at first, i didnt feel so much pain. I was like "OUCH!". but then i was okay. And then minutes later, i could feel it. The pain, it was coming really fast. So the point is, i didnt get to experience the AMAZING RACE. Or should i say KL Pursuit. They had a fun amazing race around KL and damn i was jealous i couldnt be involved in that particular game. because you know! i cant RUN! errgh. I can walk, but not properly. But actually, i DID enjoy myself while all of them sweating them selves running. These two guys made me laugh really hard, Zaky and Imran. Telling funny things and jokes and actiang goofy anf stupid. haha klaka la.. but yeah. thats the ONLY thing im not satisfied about. haha. But overall, Best.
SO other than that, we went o places like PUTRAJAYA, REBUTIA (outdoor), UIA, JIM, KLCC and of course KLCC BRIDGE!!! haha. Yes, the one that connects the two towers together. I went there! haha ok jakon. some of you probably went there too and im being so jakon. But heyy, gerek ape view dari atas like, WOW. haha Pictures below. Slideshow. No 'upload satu2' from now on. haha terlalu malas. haha
I met new great people there, Phyfie and her brother, are the best. lol. Phyfie, i got close to her just the first day we met, and her brother, Firman (botss), is gerek-ly funny. haha
And Syurahbil, lol. the long-haired guy. He was quiet for the first few days, then lame2, whoa.. happy2 sehh amek gamba.. die nye candid takle anggs.. haha
Okay i think my post here is alreadyy loooong... long like ur smelly beard ah! haha k merepek. i think ill stop for now. Ill share photos k. Alot tau. go through all if u want, not forcing you. lol.
K bye.

Dont Miss Me.

2009-06-05T14:18:00.003+08:00

Hello. errr.
I have nothing to say really. Just updating for the last time before i go. Tonight it is. I know, very saddening right.. I know you guys dont want me to go. But i have no choice. I have to leave you guys for awhile. Just four days. Not that long. And then once i come back, i wpnt leave you guys ever again.

Merepek nye aku. ORG TAK HERAN LA CHA! ahah.
Ok actually aku saje2 je nk update. Im going off to KL tonight. Under Istiqoma Mosque lah.. NOT PAHANG EH, Please.
Basically, if you guys dont already know, im one of the 'belia' for that mosque. And its getting interesting i tell you. Eventho im not into this kinda stuff but i must admit, im starting to like being one of them. Experience. haha! Altho some of my friends were like; "Cha! kau belie mesjid cha!? bia betol?? hahahahahah!"
-.-''' Funny pe? alamaaak.
You guys should be supporting me not make fun of me. Since you all are my 'friends'. Im not saying all lah. Some.
Ok dont mind that.
Lately, ive been diggin weird songs. haha. I guess im not really a headbanger afterall. Not like those rockers who go to gigs and mosh their arses off. hahhaa. Wouw im not one of them okay.
And i realised im currently following my big sister's footsteps. Let me tell you, she digs songs like; Beethoven, Mozart and all. The old classical ones.
And as for me, I love orchestral music. The rough version of classical Music. haha. Take my current blog song for example. (theres only one song now).
You guys probably heard of it in lots of movie trailers/adverts. haha. Yeah I love it. lol.

k bye.

ouh and im definely gonna miss PRADA.
heheee...
You guys still donno who la. haha.

VIVO VIVO VIVO

2009-06-04T06:18:00.002+08:00

For the past 2 days, I lepak-ed at Vivo. Mcm da lame gtu ehh tak gi Vivo. Met up with Zeda and then with the others.. Gedebak gedebuk.. Baleeeek.. haaha.
Between the 'gedebak gedebuk' time tu.. Mcm2 ahh jadi.. haha malas gile ahh nk crite.. LOL. Pape pon, best lajj lepak ngan dorg2 sume. Malas nk sebot name pon.. Nanti korg tgk gamba korg tau la sape2 k.. hehe.
Tgk gamba je la k.. NAH!

hehe aku da malas nk upload satu2. haha

and this is some of the pics yg aku kua ngan Raden. hehe.

.........

2009-06-03T03:20:00.000+08:00

I should be asleep now. like seriously, i gotta go to school tomorrow, as in today and its 3 in the morning and im not asleep yet. And the class starts at 9. wow. wonderful. I reached home nearly 1am just now. Went out with Raden. Watched MONSTERS VS ALIENS. It was okay. Didnt watch the 3D version. Its double the normal price. So yeah, we were having a hard time choosing which movie to watch, Monsters Vs Aliens or Night At The Museum 2. But time was being an a-hole coz both movies starts at 5.15 and it was 5.22 already. So we just picked the movie and go.

WOW.

its was kinda boring. Okay la. Not bad. But Raden dozed off for awhile. lol. Didnt know. She told me afterwards. The wobbly blue jelly monster was funny tho. Everything else was okay.. Had a few laughs here and there. Some of it was lame and stupid. I mean like, theyre trying too hard to be funny. haha. Thats just MY opinion. If any of you find the movie really awesome, like you will go, "OMG! MONSTERS VS ALIENS WAS SOOOO GOOD!! I LOVE IT!", ive nothing to say, really. Its ur opinion. (some of you might hate Adam Lambert too.. so u get my point). So yeah, after movie we went to vivo (lepas mkn KFC). lame gile sehh tak mkn KFC. haha Lepak-ed at vivo. teserempak org yg bername RAZI. hahhaa. 2 kali plak tuh. lol.

Then camwhored at vivo and all.. But i wont upload the pictures now. Next post okay. Really, i gotta go sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannndd im going to sleep. Bye.

Twilight//KL

2009-06-01T05:01:00.000+08:00

Yeylow! (this is my new fav) - (ok not, kidding)

Oh hello June!

I just watched Twilight. Second time watching it. And the first would be the one time i watched with Raden when it first hit the cinemas. Im not an obsessed fan tho. I think the movie is good. I do ask myself sometimes; Why am i not totally obsessed with Twilight? or EDWARD CULLEN? Like the other girls do. Im sure so many girls would go "OMG! ITS EDWARD CULLEN! HE IS SOOO HOT!" err, i do think he is good looking. But im not into him. Raden is. lol. I do love Vampires. I do love hot guys. For example, James, the bad guy in the movie. you know the one with the long hair. Ohh i love him since "NEVER BACK DOWN". Google it. Okay.. why am i talking about Twilight? Im so outdated. haha.

Okay actually, currently, its 4:33 in the morning. As im typing, now, as you know, the time flies really quick now.. Oh its 4:34 now. See what i mean. Ok tak perluuu.

School holiday is definitely starting to excite everyone. But not the ITE/POLY students. They are actually having exams soon. I dont know when tho. Gud luck to all.

Today, as in yesterday, went to the Library with Zaha. Im glad the operation went well for him and for the fact that he is slowly healing now. Apart from seeing his eyes bleed, his few teeth gone, im happy that he's okay. Then Zeda joined us. I brought my laptop along, we watched stupid funny videos and laughed our arses off while Zaha read weird books. haha. The library was fulled with people studying tho. Seeing them struggling, squeezing their brain juices and all, i wonder; Why was i not struggling as hard as they are when MY exams were coming? *sigh*
I guess thats just how i roll. haha k mepek. I guess my results explains everything. Should try harder tho. And thats what ive been saying for the past 2 years when i started dropping, failing fast. I have no idea whats gonna happen to me. I mean what am i becoming? A vampire? HUH? okay no link. lol.

So yeah after killing precious time of our lives, lepak-ing in the library, doing nothing beneficial (except Zaha, coz he did read, atleast), we accompanied Zaha to do his ugly business. That is SMOKING. With some of his teeth gone, i think he doesnt even care about his health. At all. Like, he told us he should be eating soft foods like porridge and cakes and stuff, but instead, we went to the banquet and he ate NOODLES, which is not soft food i believe. I dont know. Degil sia ni anak. So yeah he smoked, we joined. Oh the feeling of that very puff of smoke, i love it. I just cant resist smoking. HAHA! k serious lagi. No i dont smoke. At all. Please erase that thought of yours, now.

Okay so basically, i think that is all. No theres more.

On tuesday, MAYBE, im gonna watch Monsters Vs Aliens. Few days before KL. haha Yeah im going KL on Friday. NOT PAHANG eh. I dont give a shit about Pahang okayy. Haha! *sape tau crite tu tau la k*
And maybe, just maybe, im gonna watch Drag Me To hell when im back from KL. lol. Kaye nah aku. haha. Ok so i think thats it.

Hmmmmm.... *thinking*....
*thinking*...
*thinging*...

Yup, thats it.
Bye.

U P D A T E.

2009-05-30T02:02:00.001+08:00

Hello orangss..
Before anything. Aku blg dulu ok.. I failed. Bukan ape.. bukan aku happy2.. just telling. lol. Asasi nye psl ah!! mangkok.. haha. And yeah.. the amount of "non-passers" in my class was... err... ok maybe i shouldnt talk about that. haha.
Ok malas nk bobal psl result.
Tomorrow planning to go sumwhere with Raden. But donno where, YET. haha. Tgk la camane.
Aku penat ahh... Aku asek update pnjg2 je.. aku nk update pendek2 pulak ahh. haha
Tired sehh. Reached home about 12 just now. haha.

k ah bye.

Oh gamba atas tu ANAK SEDARE gue. lol. newborn. Cute kan? haha
(baby mane yg tak cute ckp ngan aku?? lol. but certain babies not cute to me.. lol basted.)

Oh wait, btw.. go browse my blog song smpai korg jumpe lagu Zee Avi - Kantoi.
heres the lyrics. cute ah lagu die. haha.

Semalam I call you, you tak answer.
You kata you keluar pergi dinner.
You kata you keluar dengan kawan you.
But when I called Tommy he said it wasn't true.

So I drove my car pergi Damansara.
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola.
Tapi bila I sampai you, you tak ada.
Lagilah I jadi gila.

So I called and called sampai you answer.
You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar.
My phone was on silent, I was at the gym.
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain.

Sudahlah sayang, I don't believe you.
I've always known your words were never true.
Why am I with you, I pun tak tahu.
No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you.

So I guess that's the end of our story.
Akhir kata she accepted his apology.
Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too.
With her ex boyfriend's best friend - Tommy.

k bye.

The Quiz

2009-05-27T13:45:00.003+08:00

Aku tak pegi skola lagi. haha. And ive been tagged by FAIZAL SUPERPOK. Nothing to do, so aku buat quiz ni k. haha.

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- pantat. (okay?) hahaha.

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- nak berak la sehh tadi pagi. haha

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
- cant remember. Raden i think.

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- lol. yea. but not really lahh. byase lahh remaje skrg. (chey mcm phm)

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- sure. but tak perna.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- hmm yes. but situation is diff now. :(

7. Do you want someone dead?
- MARY? hahha no lahh.. joking. no i guess.

8. What does your last message says?
- "haha. Okay then. Ku tak psl."

9. What are you thinking right now?
- Its 2:32PM and aku belom sarapan. :D

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- yes. but not gonna happen la kan. Prada~~

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
- 3AM

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- haha. its not even a tshirt. (baju butterfly! lol) tak tau beli kat mane.

13. Is someone on your mind?
- Hell yea.

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
- Pija.

Tag 10 random people to do this survey.
1. Ain Syukor
2. Anum
3. DilaUdyla
4. EECAR
5. EeraBubufly
6. Ellisya
7. Hyra
8. Kherya
9. Razi
10. Rodtul

16. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
- mane ku tau.

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?
- both. haha. k merepek. Female la.

18. If no. 7 & no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
- Why not eh?

19. What is no. 1 studying about?
- sume la yg ade pat Aljunied tu. haha

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
- who you talking about? lol

21. Is no. 4 single?
- tak pasti ah ji.

22. Say something about no. 3
- haha! shawty! haha. cute. Dudok sebela aku dlm class. haha

23. What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?
- I dont know. dorg kenal each other i think.

24. Describe no. 9
- Gile! haha.

25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight?
- I will say : "korg ni.. dah kembar nak gado.. saleng menyayangi la.." haha.

26. Do you like no. 8?
- to be honest, i dont like her THEN. but i got to know she is a nice person. :D

Korg2 yg kene tagged tu. BUAT. wlwpon mls nak layan.

Im still a Lambert fan. :D

2009-05-26T20:59:00.001+08:00

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Amira Victoria Schottman.

2009-05-25T18:45:00.004+08:00

Finally i got the pisture of the new born baby already!!! So cute sia!!! Arrghh! Dah malas nk update byk2. Just look at her. lol.

So this one up here is the baby with the Daddy!! ahha.

Amira Victoria Schottman
Date Of Birth: 24 May 2009

Welcome to the beautiful world!! :D

FUNNY LA SEHH.

2009-05-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

Watch it! SAMPAI ABES! hahahhaa.

Click it!

2009-05-25T17:58:00.000+08:00

CLICK IT

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2009-05-25T17:44:00.002+08:00

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Missing them already..

2009-05-25T02:58:00.000+08:00

click on image for larger view

This picture up here was painted by one of Mitchell's fan. (not me tho). I cant draw/paint. lol. I love this painting. haha. Its my desktop wallpaper now. haha.

Now that my mother is not here. I mean shes not in Spore. YEAY!! haha. joking. Im missing them already sehh. I got no one to bully now. Ouh if ure wondering what im talking about, my mummy and lil bro is in Melbourne now. They left me alone. :'( not really. My nenek still here. haha she will take care of me. hehe wth? shouldnt I be the one taking care of her? ahha k shushh! And yeay!!! my sister gave birth already!!!!!!!!!!! hahahah!! Im sooooo happy!!!!! woohhooo!!! yipppeee!!! Im not sure whats the time of birth but im sure the date is 24 May 2009. Yea! and my mum said the baby is gorgeous! haha. come on people congratulate me! ill pass it to my sister. hahaha. I heard she is blonde. lol. gerek pe. (ikot bapak la). haha. I cant wait to see her!!! eerrghhh!!! Ill post a picture of her once my mum email it to me aite!! haha.

and yesterday (Saturday), sent them to the airport. Jealous sehhh.. hmph!
anyways.. on our way to the airport. We (me and lil bro) CAMWHORED. hahaha. Kenangan eh? haha. heres the pictures;

Adek kakak same je! We just love making stupid faces dont you think? LOL.

and this friday, we'll be getting our report books. Scary shit sia. I just hope ill pass. InsyaAllah. Doakan ehh korg!! Doakan utk sume ALJUNIEDIANS!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D bye aku nk tido. mak engkau da pukol 3 pagi. besok skola la sehh. ahha. k byeee.

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2009-05-23T15:58:00.001+08:00

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Get Well Soon Zaha.

2009-05-22T04:18:00.001+08:00

Its 4:01am now and im not asleep yet. But i am damn sleepy. haha.
If you guys realised, i deleted my previous post about American Idol issue. I just thought it was stupid. haha. Adam and Kris are both winners. I dont care. haha.

Earlier today, i mean yesterday, went to bugis with Raden. She bought some stuff. Then visited Zaha at Tan Tock Seng. Omg, scary i tell you. We met his mother before going up to the ward. Then the mother told us scary things. I mean about his injuries. Masok ward je, saw him sleeping facing the window and i saw his clean and clear face. So i thought it wasnt that bad. Then when he turn to us, i was like "Argh! Omg! Astaghfirullah!"
Scary sia. Tekejot seh aku die pusing. haizz.. Raden couldnt even look straight at Zaha's face. He was involved in motorbike accident. And the sad thing is, he lost some of his memories. Just a lil bit. Mcm org nyanyok. He kept asking me the same questions over and over again. Kesian sehh. haizz..
Get well soon Zaha. Kau blom pass motor da jadi gini.. Mcm mane nie..??? Tsk.

So yeah. And i got my lovey dovey camera back. My cousin (the original owner of the camera) borrowed it. haha. We camwhored too. Tak byk. aha. Then went to beach road to have our dinner. We are actually cutting down on fast foods lahh.. Jimat cermat. So yeah, say goodbye to KFC and hello to COFFEESHOPS. haha.

And today, Friday, im supposed to go to school. Wajib for my level and few others. Tapi, masaalahnye, SAPE MAU LAYAN? hahhaa. Ade talk ape ntah.. aku pon tak pasti. So yeah. Got other plans for today. Alamaaaak. Aku tak tido nie, abe nk kene kua kol 9 lebey nanti. Tsk. K ahh.. nak tido jap. BYE.

BTW, nk share gambarssss... heh.

Wanna see what i mean by "Argh! Omg! Astaghfirullah!" when i saw Zaha's face? (Zaha i hope u dont mind. Im making you famous. haha)

:D bye.

Malaikat Dan Setan.

2009-05-20T01:30:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum Tuan Puan yg dihormati.
Saye nk mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kerana sudi datang ke majlis syarahan saya yg tak seberapa ini. Saya mengalu-alukan kedatang tuan puan dengan tasbih kafarah....
HAH!! k merepek.

Okay actually i reached home at about 12 midnight just now. Had my last damn paper for this semester, went straight home. Then rilek2.. Klua lagi.. Went to tampines to catch the 5:30 show. We watched Angels And Demons.
G E R E K S
A W E S O M E
B E S T
S U S P E N D S
The book is better anyways. Thats what people always say. The books are better than the movies. The thing is, i read the book BEFORE watching the damn movie. And it turned out a lil bit different from what i imagined it to be. It wasnt 100% the same. Obviously, if not people wont buy the book or wont watch the movie. haha! Wtf.
If you already watch the movie, go find the book and read. Really. I enjoyed reading the book much more than the movie. BUT! as i said, the movie was really good too. Raden even said this: "Crite nie second favourite aku sia! Gerek gile!".
Something like that. And im not sure whats her FIRST favourite movie, Twilight if im not wrong. Earlier at school this morning, Raihana told us the movie was OKAY. Not that 'GEREK GILE'.
Rai, u were wrong man... hahahhaa I dont care! Its an awesome movie to watch! haha.
If you dont really understand the movie because of the 'too-fast' pronounciation and they talk really fast with the Italian accent, read the book, then you'll understand. I hope that will help. Because it did to me. Menyesal jugak seh bace buku die dulu. Da tak suspend. haha. But i lose nothing. That 7.50 bucks i paid for the movie was worth it!! Eventhough i havent pay the remaining 50 cents to Raden. hahaha. Besok ehh Den insyaAllah. haha.

After movie, Zeda went home earlier. Bumped into Ajid at Tampines Interchange. haha! tak sangke! Ajak die, tanak ikot, skali jumpe pat situ jugak. haha.
Then Zeda balek ngan Ajid skali.. I lepak-ed with Raden at McD kecik. Raden bought KEROPOK LEKOR which in the end tak abes. haha. tak bape sedap. I want terengganu punye KROPOK LEKOR. sedaaaapp!! haha. Bobal bobal bobal...... balekkkkk....

Thats all for today's story.
Eh wait. One more thing i would like to share.
Read the book 'KITE RUNNER'.
GEREK! haha.
(since when i read books? hmm Nevermind. I dont hate books okay.. just not a bookworm)
and yeah... Kite Runner. Read it. Go download the movie or whatever. I promise you, the movie wont disappoint you. Neither the book. Both was good. Eventhough aku blom abes bace Kite Runner. haha

And i got my lappy back. The happiest moment in my life!! haha k bedek. But i really miss my lappy. Hmm, i should name it. Hmm...
Crystal Eye?
haha merepek! thats the first thing that came to mind. Know why? because there is 'CRYSTAL EYE' written just beside my webcam. hahhaa. Im staring at it now. Okay tak perlu ehh nk bagi laptop name. Merepek je..
Alaaa.. ape sala... da lame tak gurau... ape sehh..
I missed you~~
ahahhha!

Next week da amek report book. Tak ke cepat tuh!!!??? haizz...
Next friday. Level 5. Madrasah Aljunied. Report Book. Fear. Fright. Takot. Seram.
Klw fail tak tau nk ckp ape... InsyaAllah tak fail... Argghh!! takot. Okay do'a byk2. hee.
Gud luck to all ALJUNIEDIANS. may we ALL pass. No exceptions. My enemies, my lovers, all..! Pass lah kite same2!!!! hahahahhaa. kk?? hehe.

Im scared to death. Allah help us. :)
InsyaAllah.

Bittaufiq Wannajaaah. (malas nk tuka font arab. heee)
K bye.
byebyebyebeybeyebyebeyebyebeybeyebyebeybeybeybeyebyebyee. Gile.

Well Hello There...

2009-05-19T14:09:00.001+08:00

Im back people! haha like you guys care. Okay im going out now.. I will update when i came back later k. Tonight maybe. haha.. I miss you!!!!!!!! No not you, i miss my LAPPY!!! hahaha. k bye.

Come back dear ACER. :(

2009-05-05T16:03:00.000+08:00

For the first time, im blogging in my school. errgh. Now i realise i am totally addicted to my lappy. No actually i realised that long ago. haha. But seriously, its been about 2 days i didnt touch my lappy and im already like a half-dead pig. haha. Ok actually, my LOVING mom took away my lappy and said; "You will get back your lappy once you produced good resut!"
Wallauwei! that is like waiting for a baby to turn 10 years old. huh? k bedek. But seriously, takle angss.. then i said; "takde takde! abes exam je chacha nak balek!!"
Then she said; "NO NO!!"
I then said; "Takde! klw mama tak kasi chacha pecakan bilek mama ahh!"
haha. i know . thats rude. tersasol ahh. haha.
I want my laptop backkkkkkkkkkkk.....
If i dont get my laptop back on time, i swear ill kill that muddafukka. EH wait, i mean my laptop. Not my loving mother. haha.
Because of you lappy!! i messed up!! haha. no la not true. heh.
da ahh.. nak balek.. Nak makan kat rumah.. ahaha. Bye ahh.

Midnight update//Friendship

2009-05-03T00:46:00.001+08:00

As i am now updating about whatever is in my brain, its already 12 midnight and wow, im not sleepy YET. haha. I was at home studying the whole day for my first paper Tafsir which is on 11th May. I havent yet memorised all the topics, i will soon. Maybe tomorrow. Ive been highlighting the words in the book so its gonna be easier for me to just memorise and not confuse myself. Why am i telling you all this? coz i want you to know that i AM trying my best to focus and study even if the interest no longer exists. I am aware that education is important for every human being in this world and if i dont study, i will not get good results, i will not go anywhere with just 2 credits Olevel in my hands. As what my mom said just now; "Kau tak blaja kau nak keje ape? Sekarang ni sume perlu olevel kalau nk kerje! itulah yg paleng sikit!"
Wow. Thats deep. hmm. I just finished munching on a not-so-tasteful muffin which was in my fridge for the past few days and no one had touch it. Lebey baek aku makan. heh. I realised i lost control of my irresistable cravings for unnecessary consumption already. I thought i was slowly cutting down. But i guess not anymore. Ive been eating like a pig for the past few days. And i started eating RICE again. Tsk. Must get back to diet soon. I seriously dont wanna end up like a female sumo wrestler. hahahahahahhaha! k merepek.
Talking about all this, i ate KFC yesterday. And burger king the other day, and mcdonalds the other other day, and KFC again the other other other day. Oh no. Thats too much. Im keeping a big round ball in my stomach. HAHA! wtf sia.

Do you think you can trust a friend that you already known for maybe 10 years or so? When i say TRUST, i mean 100% trust.
Dont you ever think that no matter how long you have known that friend of yours, they would stab you right in my back without you noticing? I mean that shit happens. And trust me it happens all the time to anyone. So im not really surprised if one of my closest friend did something behind my back and didnt tell me. Well of course that 'thing' has something to do with me. :)
But whoa. Im not saying im facing it right now. Just a random thought that i would like to share. :D
Yeah, so many people with different attitudes. But i must admit, without these people (including me), the world would be plain boring. haha. No excitement, no thrills, no anger, no joy. Nothing.
Imagine this world is packed with people with SAME attitude everywhere. Not only Singapore, im talking about the whole world. I know this sounds stupid but just imagine. Come on, work with me. Close ur eyes, and just imagine. (you can also do it with your eyes open).
Done? okay sorry.
But if you really did what i just told you to. I swear you looked like an idiot. haha. ok merepek.
I DONT KNOW WHERE THIS IS GOING. Where was i? Ouhh yeah attitude.
Actually that is all i wanted to share. :D
Imma change my blog song right now. bye.

wow i took 45 minutes to update.

Sleepy Eye. I wasted too much tears today.

2009-05-01T02:02:00.000+08:00

"Sadness flies away on the wings of time".

True, but it takes a damn long time for that sadness to fly away. Give redbull ah. It gives you wings~~! Go fly away SADNESS. Damn you. Shooshoo!! Tsk.
All im asking is to be happy again. I wanna be that kid living a normal life, having normal parents.
I wanna be able to think straight again, able to study properly again. Being able to do anything like i used to is what i want right now. I know every human being will face a problem no matter what. That is why im asking you, PROBLEMS, to go away and stop haunting our beautiful lives. :(
Ahh, i hate this. I tried putting my thoughts and problems aside for just one minute and it just came back again and again. How i wish im a wizard. So that i can put a spell on this shitty life and make the world a better environment to breathe, not SUFFOCATE. Maybe i can be Ron Weasley, but no, wait, he is too clumsy, he cant do anything right. I can be Harry Potter. Yes.

"EXPELLIAMUS!!!"
"Go away sadness and problems!!"
haha. merepek.

Adam Lambert was in the bottom three just now. WOW. Tekejot. But nevermind. His journey didnt end just now. :)

haizz..
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sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy.

k aku takde keje. dah bye ahh. besok2 ku update lagi k.
btw exam nk dekat gile babi bpk seh! haha.

Slacking.

2009-04-26T17:59:00.000+08:00

"Money isn't everything. But everything needs money."

I realised my laziness have been controling me this year. I dont feel the anxiousness of wanting to study or pass this year. As you know, i AM a repeat student so i guess that explains the whole thing. Hmm.. Let me ask you a stupid question. Do all repeat students feel the same? I mean is there still anyone who really struggle to pass after sitting in the same class for another year? I must say, most of my classmates, the repeat ones though, even they feel the same. They dont really struggle to pass, they are not worried (most of the time). But of course we fear of the examination which falls on the 11th May onwards. And wow, first paper, Tafsir. Astaghfirullah. That particular subject, Sheik Abdul Maqsud. Didnt understand a thing he says. Maybe i would if i open up my ears wide. But come on, he talks really soft, fluent arabic (pure), and he hits the table alot. That one annoys EVERYBODY i must say. Please dont deny. :D I cant even sit there patiently listening to his multiple times of hittings on that damn table. -.-'' Sorry Ustaz, i love you. hehe.
And i am proudly saying, that, tomorrow, is my Quran oral examination. 10 Pages. Im a dead duck because i still have 6 pages to memorize and not to forget, i have not yet revise the old ones. How come? tsk. I really mess up this year. No actually i started messing up when i was in Sec 3. Yeah, that year, bad luck. So many things happened. If only i could turn back time and mend the things that shouldnt have occured. Then MY world would be a better place. I wish 'Genie in a bottle' exist. That way, i can make my three wishes and live happily. AS IF. haha.
bye.

Tailong.

2009-04-24T19:38:00.000+08:00

From where should i fork out money to pay all that??? :(

Recently, i borrowed money from this tailong. I needed money so badly that i had to borrow it. But the situation got worst now. I had to pay back alot more than the sum i borrowed. I stressed out all day. Thought of robbing a bank but impossible. Im stupid enough to even make a perfect plan. Ive been brainstorming and thinking what to do but nothing came to mind. I didnt want to tell my parents about this. They are already in so much pain and trouble. I dont wanna add to that. :(
I told my friend about this, they dont even care. They even said to me;
"Padan muke kau! sape suro kau babetkan tailong? kau pk senang ehh?? pandai2 ahh kau carik jalan! aku tanak tolong!"
How sad. Thats where "A friend in need is a friend indeed" come into picture. I never thought i would be in so much trouble like this. I recieved 21 miss calls from an unknown number. I was so afraid to even pick up. It might be the tailong. I dont know. I need help. I gave up thinking. Now my brain is left for exams only. haizz... What should i do now?? Anyone had experiences with tailongs before?? help me please.. Im not trying to get you into trouble but i seriously need help - like a child needs his/her blanket. HUH? k no link.. hmm.. Im about to cry... Stress!!!!!

Eh wait. ehhh termasok crite dongeng pulakkkkk!!! alamaaaak...
sorry2.. actually crite die takde psl tailong pon. psl bill. lol. Sorry waste time korg.
Eh tapi fun ahh ehh buat gini. WLWPON TRICK DA BASI. lol.
Bye. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Hate me all you want. :D

okay okay... serious story...
Im falling...
PRADA~~
As if any of you guys know who PRADA is... lol. bye

Movies//Iluma

2009-04-19T20:41:00.000+08:00

"I Spent 25 Dollars on 3 Movies within 2 days.Wtf?! Bile nk belaja?!". HAHA.

I watched 17 Again. It was A W E S O M E. Trust me. I laughed. I loved it. It touched me. cheyyy. But I DISLIKE Zac Efron. Dont get me wrong. I didnt like the movie because Zac was in it. I like it because it was hilarious and touching. It came out better than i expected. And thanks to Wanwan Elrani, he made me wanna see it more. I was desperate. Before 17 Again, I watched Taken, on the same day. Craaazy. Taken was good too. Love how HE (the actor) kill/fight. Violent, but awesome. Bone-cracking and breaking everytime. haha. E U W. But i loved it. Some people say it was boring. I disagree.
And I felt guilty. Ajid was sick but he didnt tell me. And i die die wanted him to join. pakse case gile babi. Tsk. Sorry Ajid. But you had fun right? Good. haha.
And i watched Shinjuku Incident. Although im not really into chinese films but this one was not bad at all. I did cry on few sad scenes. It was worth watching though. Actually i watched Shinjuku Incident just now. At the all new shopping mall; Iluma. Right next to bugis village. Nothing really interesting there yet. I dont know.
And im proud to announce; If any of you heard from anyone that the movie tickets at Iluma is only 6 BUCKS on both WEEKDAYS and WEEKENDS, Dont trust them! haha.
It was only for the lucky first 500 CUSTOMERS. The rest still have to pay usual price 9.50 on Weekends. But the place, not bad. COLD AS ICEBERG. haha Rabak. gile babi nye sejuk. But the theatre was freeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaking spacious (and freakin cold too). The gap between the rows was like
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this huge.

Ok bedek. But mmg spacious ahh tmpt die. Gerek jugak. Atleast i didnt have to watch some random guy's spiky hair popping out at the bottom of the screen. (Bugis, the ROWS was totally flat right. I hate it. Im not tall enough. LOL
And i strongly recommend you all to go watch at Iluma. Just try. Tak rugi pe. haha. Klw tak suke suda. haha.
Ouh and another thing,
Iluma; The new shopping mall. There's this fcuking long escalator that takes you from 1ST FLOOR all the way up to 4TH FLOOR. Gile.
You can finish one whole burger while on that escalator. (According to SOMEONE). ahha
I dont know how FAST you eat. But its not really that long. haha But cool la... Tak paya pusing2 naek escalator. Yeah..

And the toilets... COOL. Lawa. hahahhaa. tak penting.

What else.. hmm.. Ouh and Im loving my new headphone.

To Dear people, "Is something really bothering you that you HAVE to stare at my head?? The headphone are not that big ok. pffftt" Gosh.

And.... Gym Class Heroes is my current addiction. WHOA. Check out ALL their songs. You can listen to 'em on my blog. Just browse ok.
And ESTELLE. check out her songs too. :D
Im promoting you guys.. Your welcome. :D

I think thats all for now. Tomorrow, SCHOOLINGGGG.
The day after tomorrow, TUESDAY! Which i looove. :D
Test la ehh besok. Tsk. K laaaa bye.

Maju Seh Sume//American Idol

2009-04-16T18:06:00.001+08:00

Oh God (Allah), throw me a handful of 100 dollar notes so i can buy a brand new handphone and other new things. I feel so left out. LOL.

Wow i just updated two days ago and now im updating again. haha.

And... TWO of my friends upgraded their phones. Like seriously, coolness la ehh.. satu tuka LG gerek nye bole draw2.. lagi satu (RYE) tuka ExpressMusic 5800. Tell me how can i not be jealous. Alamaak.. Tak nak kala sehh.. Im still stuck with this shitty 6230 Nokia phone. Aku pon nak hp baru!! haha.

Last few days ive been 'godeh'2-ing my friend's new LG phone which is so cool. Bole draw2 pakai touchscreen.
And Rye also tuka 5800. Punye la exited. haha owner takde pape.. org laen yg over.. haha. QIba kesian, Rye ade hp baru tros sume da tak heran ngan hp Qiba. ahaha.. But still, i love both their phones. haha
And just now at school, time lesson Tafsir, i saw Dila playing this game, she was like all stressed out while playing. Mcm interesting. So i tried. Alerrrmaaak. Gerek pe tu game.. Its like you have to control the red ball with the 'pensil' and cant let the ball fall. Its like a roller coaster ride. haha.. gereek.. I donno how to describe anymore. But stress gile ahh maen. Mati2 tanak give up. See Rye! I unlocked STAGE 3 for you. hahahaha. kerek. Pija lagi kekek. Baru jato sekali da tak nak maen. hahaha.

And... tomolo.... EXAM DEYY!!!
Arabic Paper 1 and English Paper 1.
Compositions, I hate you.

And tonight.. American Idol. RESULTS.
Omg. Seram ahh.. What if Wanwan Elrani was right? What if Adam Lambert would be in the bottom three tonight??? How!? I cant deny that Anoop did good last night. Adam did GREAT too. But, Simon, ade je yg tak kene!!!! Hish!
He said something like, "The vocal was brilliant. But you acted like a wannabe rockstar."
Wtf? Takkan nk perform lagu rock dudok atas stool diam2 kan?? ape kau merepek Simon?? haizz.. But whatever it is, of all the judges, i love Simon the best. Then Randy. For Kara, she is okay. But Paula, sometimes i hate it when she give comments. Nonsense. You can always look at Simon's face when Paula is speaking and giving her merepek comments. haha And she is always drunk. I think. Just look at her eyes while she speaks. Gagap summore. hayya!

And i bought a new headphone. ala... The one people have been uding nowadays. Audio Technica or whatsoever. Yea. Bought that one. Black colour. I dont know what will i look like with headphone on my head outside the tudong. I donno if its funny or not, but ive seen lotsa gilrs in tudongs wear headphones whattt.. nvm lahh. Lagipon leceh ah sia pakai earphone abe kene bukak sumbat bukak sumbat. Telinge asek luke je psl ini earphone. hmm..

I think thats all.
bye.

Ouh btw, nk tgk ape aku draw2 pat hp LG Qiba?? jap jap..

Mad World

2009-04-14T20:50:00.002+08:00

First of all. I wanna say. I wont be blogging in the future. Not as always. Ill be busy preparing for my wedding. Adam Lambert proposed to me. :DD
*COUGH!!*
Mampos! berangan jao sia aku.. haha
Joking. Adam wants Clay Aiken only ahh.. lol.

So how are you all my dear bloghoppers//readers//friends//enemies?? Good? :D
Im here to update on few things. Not much. haha

1. I have no idea why i put MILEY CYRUS on my blog music. Thats strange. The song is pretty nice i think. Ouh and ADAM LAMBERT is on there too. haha (to those who never know, i put my music on SHUFFLE. So its not only one song. If you say.. "Lagu sedap". I will just assume ALL the songs are nice. haha)

2. I went to Botanical Garden last Sunday. With Families. Reason being: "EDUCATIONAL PURPOSES". haha. It was all because of my lil bro. haha. But i had fun there. Eventhough there was sooooo many MAIDS and BANGLAS. PHILIPINOS and INDONS everywhere. Scattered. They were like homeless. lol bedek seh. All picnic-ing everywhere. Because of them we had a hard time finding a good place to do OUR picnic. haha. So when we did, we chose a place under a tree. The philipinos got the 'under-shelter' space. Then it slowly started to rain. I was like "WTF? The philipinos happy2 under shelter!" SO we had to pack up and 'tompang' bawa shelter dorg.. Baru diri under shelter sekejap, this guy in Black (smart) came up to us and said something like, "I dont know why they didnt tell you this but we booked this place for SOLEMNIZATION. Im so sorry".
We were like "Ouh its okay.. Sorry". Rupenye ade wedding solemnisation lah..
So we simply just pick up our things. AGAIN. and left.
The saddening part was, the Philipinos was all 'kalangkabot' pack dorg peh makanan yg byk lagi ramai org tu.. Kesiann.. Tenga happy2 kene halau. lol. Imagine. more than 10 PEOPLE under the shelter sume kalang kabot pack bende kene halau nye psl. hahah! Dengki siak aku.
So we had to find another place. We just decided to spread the canvas on the grass and buat muke selamber. haha. Luckyly tak hujan lagi. Then baru dudok. All of us was like, "Mane makanan!? Beg plastic makanan sume mane?!" hahahha We just realised we left the plastic full of food at the under-shelter where the solemnization thingy was. Punye peng aku.. Then me and Yana (cuzzie) had to went back all the way to that place. We couldnt find it. Asked the cleaner there die ade nmpk bag plastic tak pat situ.. then he just said something in a 'difficult-to-understand' language. He was like "yes.. hap. hap. I hap hap.. blablabla"
So we just assumed he already put it in the big black plastic where all the rubbish are. Tapi aku tak puas. Ape lagi.. aku bukak tu plastic abe ade la ehhh....!!! alamaaakk... bag plastic berat2 ade makanan dlm die gi buang! geram aku. (aku tau la die tak tau pape. Tapi.. ehh alamakk).
So aku just amek balek. Naseb de tarok atas2 so.. tak koto.. ade plastic pe.. Pata balek then crite kan la ape jadi... blablababla... then went to the Educational place.. Jacob something2.. cant remember.. Then went to Orchard . Makan. Sedap oi Nasi Ayam Penyet. Tapi pedas nk mampos! Takle anggs..
LOL. Da tu je. (tau. Panjang sgt. sorry)

3. I kinda love Tuesdays. know why? because kelas dlm Auditorium. To me, i prefer when there are boys in class. Not because gatal or what la.. but its wayy more fun than in an 'all-girls' class. trust me. I know im not the only one who thinks so. Being in an all-girls class, its like very the annoying sometimes. And no entertainment. (aku tau dtg skola psl nk blaja. lol).
And every tuesday, we get free entertainment from the boys. They will usually act stupid and all. I love it. It makes me happy. lol. Eventhough we think SOME of the girls dont like it if we are too kecoh with the boys. SO whatt.

4. Im gonna watch 17 Again this Friday. Maybe. I have to admit im not really a fan of Zac Efron. But the movie mcm kekek gtu. So yeah.
And btw, i watched KNOWING. alamaaaak.... bongok ahh ending! haha.
The movie was great, with the violence and all (eventho aku ade tekejot tepekik). but really good ahh the movie. But then the ending spoilt everything. Got angels summore.. Mcm merepek ahh.. haizz.. but ok lahh.. ending die je.

5. I kinda 'like' someone. (KINDA!) Not gonna say who.

6. Ouh and SYAHIRAH HAMZAH IS BEING A PAIN IN ALL OUR ASSES. fcuk.

7. Raihana Razali dah tue. and dah maken tinggi. CHEYYY..

8. Mitchell Davis is not the same anymore. People change, i know.

9. This is not updates about only me. Other people as well. Dont you think? lol

10. Im bored.

11. Btw, i changed my BLOG SKIN. sorry klw terlalu striking. haha.

Photos to make this post less boring. I guess? hmmm...

BTW! for ADAM LAMBERT FANS
read this!
Taken From : ADAM LAMBERT.ORG

Reason Why Adam Lambert Will Never Be In The Bottom Three
Adam’s talent alone will keep him in the number 1 spot for the next 6 weeks. In addition, for the statisticians among you, there is also the matter of history on his side. In analyzing the top 7 contestants for the past 7 seasons, and their standings up to this point, it becomes pretty clear that if tradition continues, Adam will never see the bottom three. Ever!

The contestants that have made it to the finale without ever having dwelled in the basement are Kelly in season 1, Clay in season 2, Carrie in season 4, Taylor in season 5, Jordin in season 6, and the Davids last year. So out of 49 contestants (7 seasons, top 7 each season), that means 7/49 escaped that dreaded bottom 2 or 3 fate. That is a 1 in 7 shot, or 14%. Not very impressive. Given those limited odds, what are the chances that the current Idols who have never seen the bottom, never will?

These lucky people as of now are Adam, Kris, and Danny. That’s it. As for the others, Allison and Anoop have both been in the bottom twice, and Matt and Lil once. The people who were eliminated in week 7 in seasons past had all been in the bottom before, ranging from 1 to 3 times. That seems to indicate that statistically, Adam, Danny and Kris should be safe this week. I don’t think anyone remotely expects Adam or Danny to leave this week; but these odds are good news for Kris.

The week 6 eliminations did have some surprises. In seasons 4 and 5, Constantine Maroulis and Kellie Pickler were eliminated without having ever been in the bottom before. Other than those two, everyone else had experienced that bottom three stool prior to his or her elimination. So if we go by history, Kris, Danny or Adam could be in jeopardy next week. Again, Adam and Danny shouldn’t be worrying. Lil and Anoop are much weaker contestants, so Kris might not have to worry, either. Although anything can happen, I think it’s safe to say that Kris, Danny, and Adam are safe not only this week, but next week as well.
Others have been eliminated higher up without having ever resided in the bottom. Tamyra finished 4th and Melinda finished 3rd without having been in the bottom before. Conversely, Nikki and Syesha finished 3rd having practically owned that bottom three stool, sitting on it 5 times each. Kim Locke also made 4 trips to the lower ranks before finishing 3rd, and Anthony Fedorov finished 4th after making the trip to the bottom 4 times. Diana even finished 2nd after having been in the bottom a record three times.

What do we learn from past statistics? That there is really no guarantee of anything. If someone can come in third place after being in the bottom 5 times, anything can happen, and we can’t count anyone out yet.

This is the week 7 elimination, where another statistic comes into play that is really annoying. They usually split the idols into two groups, and force one person to choose which group he or she thinks is the top 3. I remember Bo and Taylor refused to choose; I think they sat down in the middle. I have a strange feeling that if they use this overdone ploy again, it will be Adam who has to choose the group. I do hope that Idol comes up with a new way to handle the top 7 results, but if not, the Idols know by now how to deal with it and not fall into the obvious trap.

All prior 7 non-basement dwellers have made it to the finale. If all goes as it should in Idol Land Season 8, Anoop and Lil will be the next two to go home. That leaves Adam, Allison, Danny, Kris and Matt. Allison has been in the bottom the most of this crew so far, but this is subject to change as early as Tuesday, when someone has to join Lil and Anoop in the bottom. I predict this will be Kris or Matt, depending how they do with their movie song choice this week.

Of course, intangibles inevitably come into play, making the above statistics even more irrelevant. These include, can Allison continue her slow but steady upward climb? Can Kris maintain his, and recover from that awful performance a few weeks ago? Will Danny ever get that moment he desperately needs? Will Matt finally make the impact he needs? The next 6 weeks will reveal the answers to these and much more.

The only contestant that has no questions attached to him is Adam, which is why he will never see the bottom three and will end up in the finale, where he so deserves to be. He is so far ahead of the others in terms of talent and all the other intangibles that even the odds makers have him in his own league. Simon predicted Carrie would win in season 4, and he predicted Adam would win this year. Simon is not wrong about these things. Not only will Adam win, but this is embarrassingly becoming a one man contest, with the others fighting it out for second place. Kelly and Carrie were never in danger, and neither is Adam. And I know that like Kelly and Carrie, Adam’s name will be added to that elite list of American Idol winners who always saw the sunshine and never made that trip to the windowless dungeon.

American Idol//Ishmah Hashim//Good Friday

2009-04-10T01:01:00.000+08:00

Hello all. Wow da lame sehh tak update. First of all, i would like to apologize to my readers if you happened to visit my blog multiple times before and i had not yet update. (but if you dont even care, erk, so do i) :D
Reason being: Just damn lazy. hah!

And of course, im freeeeeakin happy! Adam Lambert is still safe. He even got a standing ovation from the judges this week which had never been done before (i think).
And as for Anoop, i admit he did good yesterday, one of the judges said, "You sang it with SOUL". Acheyy.. ape tak.. lagu slow nak mampos! "I see your truueeee coolors.. shiiiningg..." haha. That was what he sang yesterday. It was okay to me, nothing special.. blablabla.. BUT! Adam Lambert! fullermaak.. POWER! as usual.. haha.. i didnt expect Simon to give a very positive comment! haha. HE (Simon) was the one who started the standing ovation. lol.. Goosebumps siol.. gerek pee.. haha
Unfortunately, Scott MacCintyre was voted off just now. (obviously the show wasnt live so its not really just now). I must say i think Scott did not deserve to be voted off. I mean not now. (Even Wanwan Elrani agreed). He got talent eventhough with that condition (lazy eye). See! how often can you find a half-blinded man who can sing beautifully, can play the piano, guitar and anything else god knows what.
See what i mean, if u ask me, i would say LIL ROUNDS should go home. Or Anoop. lol. As what Aufa said, "LIL cant be voted off yet, she can sing but Anoop, he is common".
Whatever, i still think both of them should go home fast and leave the competition to the best. Adam Lambert for example. lol. Okay enough about A.I.

Now, the emotional part,
To my dear friend, Ishmah.
We really missed you. Like soooo much!
Here is some of the convo that we always said over and over again.

Chacha or Rye: ehh aku rindu semah laa!!!
Adilaz: Kite kumpol duit gi syria jumpe semah jom..

Adila, klw aku byk duit da jelajah satu dunie. haha.

And Ishmah, tak bermakne kite senyap kite tak rindu tau.. We all miss you! really bad.
And just now, when i read ur tag, then i visited ur blog, to look at ur pictures, listening to ur blog song, i suddenly became emo. I cried. No joke. I was emotional just now. Im glad to see ure happy there. With ur brothers.. Looking at the way u dress now, make me sooo happy and sad at the same time. Happy, because anytime soon, who knows, i can dress just like you. With the purda and all. Sad, because we have not yet get a chance to see you dress like that infront of us because.. LONG TIME NO SEE!!!!

I miss the times we spent together.. Its like all the things we did together just flashbacked in my mind just now. And that was where i started becaming really emo. :'(

So what i wanted to say is that, I miss you, i love you, i want u to come back fast, my camera is waiting for your return and for your first meeting with my dear NIKON, all your friends miss you. :)

And..... Tomorrow! i mean today (its 12:55AM now). No school. Good friday.
ouh i didnt tell you.
My school decided that we now CAN celebrate public holidays. Not for fun. I mean, Ustaz said "jgn awk balek ckp skola da jadi kafir ehh.. bukan.. matlamat kite ialah.. supaye bole menyatukan keluarge di hari cuti. blablabla"

So yeah. No school tomorrow. :)

But still, gonna be very busy tomorrow, Morning have to go Istiqoma got something to do. Then go woodlands library to finish up video editing which must be handed in on Saturday. Thats final. so yeah.. now, my brother already biseng nak pakai computer. Laptop sendoro ade tanak! org punye jugak nk pakai. Sebok!. haha k bye

salaam.

Mall Cop//Sukma Day '09

2009-04-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

OI! hee.

Eh tomorrow must wake up early ahh. Sukma Day peh psl..! by 8am must be at Clementi Stadium. Taking shuttle bus from Clementi. Klw tak le bangon.. mampos..
And yellow team is leading right now.. but this is not the ultimate result yet.. Ntah2 besok jato balek ke.. tak tau la kan.. but im not really that excited to see who'll win the 1st and 2nd place. Nothing special to me. (ckp je.. nanti pat stadium semangat/geram sendiri) haha.

Just now, at school, we only studied 3 periods. Tak blaja pon.. lepak lagi ade.. then we had to practice/prepare for tomorrow. Cheers, Banners, Flags.. all.. Im one of the cheerleader and my voice now is on its way to hell. Setenga hilang sia.. Pekik mcm org gile tadi. But just now when we heard from the teacher that yellow is leading first, suddenly everyone became so enthu. haha. Klw tak menang, sume tak semangat. Pancong kang! haha. But today was fun. I love the banners/flags of each houses. wallauwei.. lawa2 lahhh..

Then balek skola.. Klua balek.. went to CWP watch movie with Adila and Zeda. Planned to watch The Unborn but da smpai sane da setenga jln seh crite.. So we watched Paul Blart: Mall Cop. And let me tell you. It was good. Funny shit sia! i laughed throughout the movie like an insane bitch. Moreover the cinema was not full. its only nearly half-fulled. Sume buat mcm ruma sendiri. haha. And im proud to say, kitorg paleng depan la sehh.. Not really ahh.. but we were at the center row.. then everyone else were like far2 behind. haha
Due to my phobia of spilling drinks in cinemas (if u read my previous posts), i was like, really carefull when holding the drink. hahaha. Takot tumpa lagi. tanaaaak. haha.

Then Zeda had to go home early so me and Dila jalan2 dulu.. Tgk2 bende.. then balek.... tu je crite die... haha.

And... Nak tgk gamba? Nak tanak tgk je k. :)

Hello Fukkas!!

2009-04-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

HAH! Assalamualaikum.
title kurang aja siak.

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Shit! I forgot everything what i wanted to say. Like seriously, Nothing on my mind. Mangkok..

What do i remember.. hmm.. Yesterday i had fun playing April Fool's trick on my friends. But at the end of the day, i got the taste of my own medicine. Thanks to Abg Iqbal, Fir and many more for making me look stupid infront of the computer eventho its through msn. I did look ridiculous when you guys were playing tricks on me. But i know its CHILDISH. Kan SYAM?? :D If only there was an automatic-ridiculousface-capture camera on my laptop. HUH? ape merepek!? haizz.. ok da tak ingat ape lagi..

Ouh and this saturday, Sportsday. Boring.. next..!

hmm.. serious. no idea.

Ok thanks for dropping by. See ya.

Soccer Clinic

2009-03-25T21:49:00.004+08:00

Hello! How are you guys doing? Im doing good! hahaa. happy nahh. Baru abes makan mee bakso masakan nenek tros happy ah. haha enaaaaak!!. lol

Ok i just wanna share with you guys something. As you guys know, even if you donno, im telling you guys now, on 21&22 March, (few days ago) I attended a Soccer Camp organized by Alistiqomah Mosque. Im one of the committee so i had to come. I brought Pija along too. She is also considered a committee now simply because she already attended few of the meetings. haha. Im not sharing with you guys what happened throughout the camp, im just sharing photos basically. haha. I was of course the photographer for the camp. Syafiqah couldnt make it. Had to work both days. So yeah, it was just Me, Pija, Nisa, Jannah and Syaz. 5 Ladies accompanying nearly 50 Guys. haha. Mostly our juniors. haha. 16 and below. Not counting the committee and my bro lahh. They all big big oredi. Im talking about the participants. Gerek lahh camp die.. Ok lahh im gonna share with you guys something actually. Even if you dont wannna know, you have no choice, you started reading, please learn to finish what you have started. haha. -.-''' merepek seh.

First day of the camp, at Istiqoma Mosque.
The participants had to register first.
Then we proceed to the rooftop to play some games hosted by one of our committee. Then had epok2 for breakfast. And then blablabla tuka baju Arrijal then headed to Yio Chu Kang Primary. We rented the soccer field lahh! haha. Then play soccer ahh dorg.. blablabla....

Ahh tak penting ahh sume.. Nak share nie jee..

Pat camp tuu.. budak2 die sume.. NAUZUBILLAH! saba sehh aku.. But i have to admit. I learnt alot from the camp and my Bro. We must be patient in handling kids like them. Moreover they came from various backgrounds. Few of them came from broken families. There were a few moments where i felt like shouting and slapping them. But my brother said this, "ini lahh jadi belie tak bole marah. kene sabar." OMG. i was like saying softly to myself, "SABA? dengan budak ni mcm?". But i managed to overcome my anger and temper. But seriously, at the end of the camp, most of them liked the camp. Some of them was giving feedbacks and asked for more. haha! Besides, theres no reason for me to be mad at all actually. Dorg peh mulot mcm ****. But pk2 balek, mcm lah aku baek sgt. Its just that, they have to learn to respect the mosque. That was what USTAZ IZHAR told them. Outside, you wanna maki hamun whatever, its up to you. But the moment you step in the mosque. Watch your mouth. Ade yg takle stop maki, but still, we cant be mad at them. Kene saba jugak. haizz.. But yeah, pelan2 dorg tak rabak sgt ahh.. Ni mcm aku nk kene byk saba sehh jadi belie.. Adooii..

Another thing. I was so crazy over this one kid from the camp. LOL. not crazy lahh. Just a mere interest. To me, he was like the most charming kid in the camp lah, besides Haikal, the most nakal but handsome. haha. Yeah so throughout the camp, i couldnt stop taking pictures of him secretly. But nothing serious lahh.. Just suke gtu je.. haha. Cute oi. ehh gatal nye aku. lol. No lahh.. Budak kecik ahh. haha Mane peh besa je aku.

And.... PIJA also.... likes someone from the Soccer Field. He was not really a participant. But he was invited to play with the participants on the field. ahhaa. Cute la jugak tu budak. haha. But saddening sehh, Pija malu sgt. haha Im not saying that she should flirt with him or what la.. but logically lahh, its not wrong to talk to a guy mcm byase pe.. Setakat bebual. End up, he talked to me and never talked to pija. haha. Abe pija menyesal. LOL. kelaka. Tapi.. denga2 itu budak gatal gile... hahaha. TOO BAD!.

So yeah.. mcm2 lahh terjadi pat 2-days camp to but i must not elaborate. :D

Now, photos. I uploaded them on Arrijal's Multiply. Go visit HERE if you wanna see the pictures. tanak suda. Im not gonna waste my time posting the photos if you guys dont even wanna see it. But i didnt include the gile2 nye gamba that we took. So.. i add them here okayy. haha. Nah!!!

Micheal Jackson.

2009-03-20T22:50:00.003+08:00

These past few days ive been searching and searching about Micheal Jackson's conversion to Islam but i cant seem to find the prove/truth about it. I have to admit i still doubt it. I mean, theres still Americans who know nothing about this. Why is it not spread yet? I can say not all people know about this. Is it really true? If it is, Alhamdulillah. But im still in the land of confusion. I had a small arguments with a random youtuber. He asked me to prove it to him that the conversion is true. I went speechless, the truth is, i have NO prove at all. MJ didnt say it from his own mouth and people around the world are still questioning it. It really confuses me. Someone please help me. If its true, can you prove it to me or show me something that is BELIEVEABLE. Sorry but as long as i dont hear it from MJ himself, i wont really believe it.

Another thing, it really pisses me off reading arguments on youtube comments about religions. Mostly talked about is ISLAM VS. CHRISTIANITY. The christians are soooo rude when they talk about Islam. I dont know what to say, but there's still comments from Muslims that is rude as well. I just hope this war will end. The christians really look down at us especially after the 9/11 incident and the terrorists thingy. Get over it already. Its not the religion whos at fault, its the people. mmmmm!!!! *ketap gigi*

let me show you guys some of the comments.
Click on the image for larger view.

This one, haha! i found ASHFAQ'S name. hahaha. tak blg pon ashfaq. LOL. Sorry Kherya. :D

Random Thoughts.

2009-03-20T10:55:00.000+08:00

Its 10:15am now. im widely awake. WOW. haha.
I wanna share with you guys some of my disturbing thoughts. Well, not really.
here it goes.

1. Live And Loaded.
- I hate this show. I DISLIKE local bands. They suck at singing/rocking. I just dont like them. I cant watch them perform without my jaw dropping. Even my mom said they sucked. She was like, "cha! tuka lahh. suare mcm nk mati je!"
See. Not only me.

2. The Crowd (Live&Loaded)
- Hate them too. Seriously, i hate watching them throwing and pushing each other around just to get noticed on tv. JAKONS. Sorry zaha if u were there.
Talking about Zaha, i saw Hadi and few of zaha's lameclan members. haha! kekek. Hadi was just right behind the Lady-Host and making stupi-selenge faces. haha!

3. Paul Twohill
- It was nice to see him performing on stage again. I used to love him when he was still on Singapore Idol. But i admit, he cant really sing, LIVE i mean.
And he was there on Live&Loaded. I like the song he performed. LOL.

4. American Idol
- I vote for Adam Lambert. Not really vote. Support Only. He's awesome. I get goosebumps whenever he sings. Especially when he hit the high key.. WHOA!! haha.
People say he's gay. I dont know if its true or not. I think he really is. But i dont care!! American Idol is a singing competition. Not a Sexual Orientation Competition. And i know some people hate him. Nevermind. Go Adam! hahahhaa. gile.

Coming Soon//Race To Witch Mountain

2009-03-17T17:30:00.004+08:00

Stayed home the whole day, not really, its not even the end of the day yet. But! i watched 'Coming Soon'. Thailand horror movie. ONLINE. FREE. haha! Instead of tagging along with Zaha and his Lameclan members, i got to watch it for free. hahaha. It was okay to me, the ghost face was abit scary to me. Especially the split-lips. EUW! Go watch ahh. I think cinemas still show it-if not why on earth would Zaha asked me to come? haha. And its a bit violent, so for the weak-hearted people, beware. WTF? haha.

Another thing, watched 'Race To Witch Mountain' oredi! haha. Ive been dying to watch this movie but it came out OKAY to me. Still, i love it. DWAYNE JOHNSON was the reason. LOL. I love him and the girl, AnnaSophia, actress in Bridge To Terabithia. I love her too. The teenage guy.. err.. -skip! (his face expressions-annoying la ehh)
Watched it with Raden and Aniq.

THIS IS THE BEST PART!

In the middle of watching, i ACCIDENTALLY spilled the drink! It was like three quater full - a lil bit more, and i wasted about 89% of it and gave it to the freaking floor! Generous me.
I was really into the movie and Dwayne(LOL) when the cup tilted and i lost control of the cup, (should i tell you, we bought a LARGE SIZE drink) the ROOT BEER drink, KINDLY landed on the floor leaving the floor soaking wet but of course we couldnt see it due to the darkness in there!
I was shocked. I was like talking to myself, "ini mimpi lah, ini mimpi lahhh!"
Malu oiiii!! I dont know if people turned to look at us or not but what i know, kecoh gile nye! Haizz..
Da tumpah pat lantai takpe tau!! But Raden's pants was soaking wet with root beer! Thanks to me. ahha. Sorry Den. Ouh and of course mine too. haha. But Raden kene lagi terok ah. Kesian... And the sad thing is, we both wore JEANS. And should i remind you, JEANS ARE NOT EASY TO DRY! -.-'''
haha And aku punye degil, the movie blom habes, and i didnt want to miss ANY PART of the movie. haha So we stayed there freazing until the end of the movie. haha. Gile! the whole time we were like "sejuk gile babi siaa".. hahhaa

Lepasstu... TAKYA TAU. haha. malas nk crite. And Aniq kept saying like "kesian tau Raden.. blablabla"

IRRITATING. haha. bye.

p/s: GAMBA TADAK! sorry.
AND THAT DAY WAS MY BAD-LUCK DAY. Byk bende bodoh berlaku. Thanks to my clumsiness. -.-''
BYE

Winner.

2009-03-15T01:22:00.004+08:00

Im not in a good mood to actually blog. But one important update, SYABAB WON! FIRST PLACE! Congrats ahh korg!! Baek ape. The best GROUP and Erwin, The best KHALIFAH! Aleerrrmak.. Worth it ah aku dtg stakat tgk korg peh group and another group perform. Menang jugak. It was crazy sia. When they just announced the Best Khalifah, dorg da pekik2 mcm tarzan - worst i think. But my instincts already sense that Syabab was gonna win. Donno why. Just got that feeling. Then the guy behind me was like, "eh favor ahh.. syabab.. Seram sia.. " . haha. Then announce syabab menang je.. MAMPOS! telinge bole pecah sia. The sad thing is, me and Raden was at the middle of the guys that were shouting their lungs out! cheering for them. But gerek lah. Dong nye kompang besttttt. heh. We reached there after maghrib, so got to see syabab group and another group perform. Before that, we went to Suntec, IT show. Baek ape.. Bende murah2. I bought a Samsung Mp3 only. Murah jee. Besok last day It show nye.. gonna go there again. haha. Raden gonna buy THINGS. WOW! haha. Tapi... mak kau... tadi nye ramai org.. Takle angkat. We couldnt walk like we normally walk on the streets. We had to like, walk as if we were following the "rombongan haji". hahhaa. Lembab gile babi! Too many sucky people there. Mcm sial sehh sume.. haizz.. Takpe.. But then merepek sehh aku bawak camera then didnt take alot of photos during the event (kompang). Only because, PAISEH! too many people and i was even paiseh to stand up and take a good photo of them perfoming. LOL. Then ask Syahir to help me snap pictures then die tanak. HMPH! but got a few sucky pictures which i managed to take during the kecoh-ness bile da menang. haha So yeah. Thats all.

STEP MANE NYE TAKDE MOOD JE AKU. hahahhaa.

HOLYday.

2009-03-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

Oi people! im sleepy. But wanna blog for awhile. :)
I miss my 3 cats lahhh. like seriously! Rossa! Shokky! Noir! .. aku rindu korgggg!!! haizz.. long time no see.

Time now is 11:14pm and im going to sleep soon. Tomorrow im going to Peninsula buy bag, then wanna go Suntec nak tgk2 je IT show. Then going to Rafie's Grad exhibition, And theeen, go to Kompang Competition which will be held at... erk, not sure. Lupe. sorry. Of coz i'll be supporting a group from my own school. haha.

So yeah.. ermmm.. hmm.. (otak blank)

Okay so... ahh... err.. ape sehh nk ckp.. hmm.. wait ehh.

hmmm

Ouh yeah!! check out this bands!
-Tegan & Sara
-MGMT
-White Lies
-Wavorly

I just got to know them this year. Why not earlier? Cool bands laaa. ok bye aku da nak tido.
Sorry post boring. Eh wait, who cares. Aku peh blog! aku nye suke la! haha! ok mepek. BYE.

Cramp//Videos

2009-03-10T16:12:00.000+08:00

I got back from school early today. Reached home about 2.15pm. Had some kinda stomach cramp while in school and its so painful. I couldnt laugh like i usually do and when i cound or sneeze, it felt like something was pulling my anus hard. I dont know if thats the correct way of saying it. I just do. And the fucked up part was when i had to get the form teacher's signature. My goddd!! Before me, Zeda also asked permission to go home. Then when it comes to me, i had to wait. Obviously Ust Sandisi didnt belive me and thought me and zeda were going somewhere else.. (i think so). But come on.. i was really in pain. Then i waited like nearly one hour till he finished his 2 PERIODS with that class. Da kene tunggu takpe tau. Kene membebel plak tuuu!!! Alamakkkkkk.... I was tahan-ing my perot then die lagi bole ckp, "Awak nampak mcm tak saket aje.." blabala.. Oh my godddd. Ustaz, havent you heard about 'dont judge the book by its cover'?? -.-. i was pissed off and then he continued membebel for like 5 minutes. I was gonna cry. But i hold back. Shit it was damn painful. *sigh*

So atlast i got out of the school, with bloody permission of course. Then head home. But i still met Zeda somewhere then went home together. Ouh and btw, Zeda deman and batok. Thats her reason. So yeah. Thats all.

Lastly, i REALLY want to share this videos with you guys. My current favourites. haha!

K bye.

Updates. Boring.

2009-03-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

Sleepy. Wanna go sleep soon. Tomorrow morning must wake up go Khatib do video project for english. Damn.

Actually theres ALOT of things to be shared here. BUT. byase jugak. malas. like you guys care.. hah. I just wanna update on few things. What happened few days ago?

Got Maulidurasul at school yesterday (Saturday) which is compulsary for each and every student to come. Counted as school attendence. Wtf? Luckily i got no duty on that day. Just sat with the 'badge-sellers' then dudok2 with Raden doing nothing. And let me tell you, the food for Maulid event this year was very disappointing. Usually they serve Nasi Briyani. Then suddenly this year they ordered 'Nasi Ayam Penyet' which was seriously - sorry to say - TAK sedap. (but whatever it is, i still am thankful to Allah for the rezeki. I realize how difficult the lives of the kids/families in Aceh, Afghan, Africa, etc. -.-)
Anyways.. Mcm2 dorg jual. Satay sume.. da mcm jerebu sehh dlm skola.
Ouh and something makes me happy that day. Some group of 'mcm phm' kids kene halau from school for not wearing school attire. They happily wear tight outfits and their skinny jeans. Suke2. Then at the front gate, I just reached school then i saw them, the budak2 mcm phm i mean, making their way in, Tcher Samania and Saza Aida was there. then...

Tcher Sam : Get Out! School Uniform! OUT!

Ape lagi. i walked infront of them and make my fucked up annoying face and giggled. hahahha. Baek ape. Dah ckp kene pakai school uniform pon degil. Susah sgt ke nk pakai tu uniform. Tgl sarong je. tak paya take time pakai tudong.. nak lawa2 pakai.. ahaha.. k mcm phm.
Padan muke korg! :D

I saw alot of people there, maksod aku, yg da tak skola situ lagi. I saw Azmi, Syakur, Topeq, Mint, and other guys and gals yg aku tak tau name tapi pena skola situ. hah. Syakur kekek. He came there wearing some sort like Jubah three quarter then pakai vest mcm org2 jemaah Haji with songkok. Baek ape. Ntah serious ke tak.. Klw btol da taubat, bagos la.. but some people say die step je dtg gtu. haha. Donno lah. Think positive. I looked at the programme schedule, wallauwei, peh byk syarahan..! Non Stop sia.. i didnt even stepped into the hall pon. haha.

Then Just now... Went out with (byase lah), Raden, Zeda and Aniq. Not as enjoying as always. Haizzz... But had a few laughs. Pictures also not flooded with Aniq's beautiful face. haha. K ah. malas nk update byk2. Besok tak skola la ehhh... heh. Nah gamba! BTW, pretend i post this entry on Sunday k. Its already Monday. Look at the time posted. :D bye. gambaa..

Sun-rainy-day.

2009-03-01T20:43:00.002+08:00

DAHH MARCH SEHH!!!

As u know, -even if you dont know- i have tutions with Cekgu Kemy, every Sunday. And it really annoys me when i have to wake up early in the morning trying to be punctual eventhough we (zeda, me and adila) are NEVER punctual. Starts at 9.30 ends at 11.30 (AM). Tell me, how can i be wide awake in order NOT to be late? Must i wake up at 7 and leave the house at 8? No can do. I sleep like a pig for god sake. We always arrive at Cekgu's house at 10+ the earliest. PALENG CEPAT tau. hmmm.. SO how? He lives at Yishun. We gotta take the mrt to Yishun then wait for the freakin 804 to his house. Sometimes even the bus is late. (Ustaz Sandisi: "JGN SALAHKAN BUS IYA.. AWAK YANG TAK ADE DISIPLIN MASE!) haha! One of his common phrases. heh. But yeah, i admit, sometimes we even have time to buy SweetTalk or Waffles. Haizz.. So sorry cekgu. We cant resist it. You are being too lenient. Be firm for once! hmm.. No, scratch that. I dont want you to be strict and firm. haha! tak gerek.

Tadi, saye bangon pagi. Takdelah pagi sangat. Tapi bole tahan pagi lah.. Dalam pukol 7.45 gtu saye bangon lepastu tros saye msg si gendeng Zeda suro bangon. Die pon kate die baru bangon. Lepastu, saye pon apelagi.. TERTIDO balek... padehal sepatotnye pukol 8 da kene klua (KLW NAK SAMPAI 9.30 LAH KAN). Masaalah nye kitorg tanak sampai awal plak. suke hati ah. heh. Gurau. Ape fuck nye!?. lepastu.. dlm pukol 8 lebih da nak masok 9, saye terbangon lagi, saye msg Zeda lagi, rupenye die pon tertido balek lepas membalas msg saye. Sungguh kelakar. Tak sgt ah sebenanye. lepastu saye pon msg adila, ingatkan die da lame bangon, skali die pon baru bangon. Sebelom saye kelua, alangkah sedap nye saye sempat makan NASI LEMAK. Nenek saye pagi2 bute da masak. Tak bole angss.. Sedaap. Itu membuat saye lagi lambat untuk bertemu dengan zeda di 'But dan Kasot' di Wudlen. Tros dah smpai Yishun, Kite berdue pon tunggu lahh si kecik nie.. Pertame kali kite tunggu Adila, selalunye adila yg tunggu kite. Kesiaan die. skali2 kite la tunggu. Ape fuck nye?! Jadi, kite same2 lah pergi lambat. Sempat saye beli sweettalk, tapi yg laen tak beli. Saye sorg je. Lepas tu tunggu bus sekejap, dah tu.. sampai di blok cekgu.. tenga jalan nak naek tangge ruma cekgu.. sambil tu sala satu dari kami berkate .. "ehh skali kitorg lmbt cekgu klua takde ruma camane?". KEBETULAN pulak cekgu btol2 muncul depan kami.. Bile ditanye nak kemane, cekgu kate nak gi doktor. Cekgu saket, tak bole tahan. Jadi, ape kah seterosnye? TAKDE TUSYEN AHH APE LAGI. KENSEL! Kite pon turon balek bersame cekgu lalu cekgu hantar kami balek ke Yishun Mrt. Kami pon merayap di Northpoint. Masok ke Popular Kedai Buku. Di situ lahh saya kumpul byk dosa. Kami berhenti di rak2 majalah. Lepastu ape lagi.. Bukak satu2.. lame jugak kat situ... OKAY BACK TO ENGLISH. We spent almost an hour there reading and gossiping about the artists, models, whoever mentioned in the magazine. Especially the hottest issue, Chris Brown beat Rihanna. I saw the picture of Rihanna after she was beaten up. AWFUL! my heartbeat almost stopped after seeing the image. K bedek!. But seriously, rabak gileeee.. Haizz.. Chris.. Chris. Kau bantai Rihanna smpai bibir terkoyak sume. Gile pe kau? Naseb kau tak kenal aku. hah! But to me, eventhough Chris made a mistake by beating up a woman, it doesnt affect my love towards him. *Ehem!*. His music i mean. To me, his personal life got nothing to do with his music industry. I noticed, now, when i view videos that related to Chris brown or Rihanna, when i scroll down, i ALWAYS see negative comments about Chris Brown. For example, "Chris brown is a monster.. He shouldnt have beat Rihanna .. I lost my respect for him now..He's a woman-beater" blabalbla... I mean, come on, as if he was an angel before this. Even before this horrible issue, you guys never know what he do/does for his living or in his real life. I dont really trust the news or gossips in newspaper or magazines, to me, it wont be 100% true. We might never know what actually happened. So yeah, thats my point of view. And im sorry if i offend any freaky 'Chris-brown-hater' or 'Rihanna-fans'. Im just stating my opinion. :D

Okay so, after flipping through the whole magazine, we decided to go eat. KFC. haizz.. Ayam oh ayam.. kenape kau tempting sgt. hmmm.. And then, jln2.. Then Adila balek, then Zeda and i went to Cityhall, met Aniq. Waited for him about 20 minutes at Cityhall. THANKS EHH! but nevermind. da biase tunggu org. hahaha. joking. Too bad, i didnt bring my Camera. menyesal. :P:D:):(:-D (k sume smiley nak). hah!. Then Aniq smpai, we go Peninsula, zeda bought her shoes. Then we go jln2 tgk2. Kite sume da aim tu kedai nk beli bende2 de. Lawa!! haha. Cant remember whats the name of the shop. haha ingat tempat je.. De kat tempat yg.. Okay tak perlu describe. heh. Then went to McD. Aniq ate French fries, i ate Mcflurry, Zeda ate 60 cents vanilla cone. haha. semangat. Sume pokai. Actually today planned to go see Dikir Barat Competition. But then have to pay. KENSEL! haha. Pokai la katekan.. Then after makan MCD, balek ahhhhh.. Lepastu.. dahh tu je.. Smapai ruma.

One last thing, ive been thinking bout something lately. Soon its 'his' birthday. Another 2 days actually. Ive been thinking whether i should wish him or not.. hmm. Is there any reason why i SHOULD NOT?? haiz.. Syahirah.. syahirah.. Okay tak perlu blg korg. :)

Panjang jugak ehh post nie.. byk story. haha.

p/s: 2nd Paragraph, 'Ape Fuck nye?!' is actually What The Fuck?!. :D tak penting.
Bye.

Last Minute.

2009-02-27T02:29:00.000+08:00

Time check: Its 2:18 in the damn morning now. You know why im still awake at this hour? Its because this freakin project that we must hand in TODAY, Friday!. Urrghh.. Its so last minute.. This is the first time i sleep so late THIS YEAR. alaaamak.. haha..
Actually, beside me now, is Raihana. She is sleeping soundly like Snow White. Wth? haha. She was already tired so i just let her sleep. Yeah she sleepover at my house. Terpakse. So im trying to finish up the editing and all by today, before 5. By all means. Today we HAVE TO hand in, klw tak, potong markah. No that wont happen insyaAllah. As im typing in this lovely blogger space, Im waiting for the edited video for the project to finally save into my Desktop. So i can insert the video in the Powerpoint Presentation. Why am i telling you all this? Please tell me. Tsk. Okay actually, I wanna share a video that i came across just now when searching for the video that could be used in the presentation. And actually this video that im about to show is actually my presentation video. Okay too long explanation. Just watch the video. Its about Jesus Resurrection. The one thing that made me watch this video over and over again is simply because.... THE MUSIC. lol. just watch it and listen to the music. Sedaaaaap. hahhaa.

If youre wondering, my project is about other religions. and we picked CHRISTIANITY. :D bye.

Okay its 2:28 in the morning. Whoaa.. i took 10 Minutes to post an entry. Break record. haha

Anyone else but you.

2009-02-24T21:01:00.002+08:00

Original Song: The Moldy Peaches - Anyone Else But You. (check it out!)

I love this song. The movie, awesomeness. JUNO. If you havent seen it yet, buy the pirated CD, download, watch online.. anything. Just watch it. I say its a great movie. For me though. Actually its a 2007 Movie. But im just saying it now because im currently learning this song on guitar. So it is becoming my addiction, again.

This is just a short post. Im having test tomorrow, but i havent start reading anything yet. I wont i guess, coz i dont even have the book. lol. (tak berubah).
So yeah. thats it. Bye.

Just Because.

2009-02-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

Yes, I know my blog are getting boring day by day. No need to mention. I read your mind. HUH? okay.
The reason im blogging right now is because.... Just because.
I just feel like blogging. More tests are coming next week. And tomorrow, ill be having one test. I realized that ive changed alot this year. I dont know if i changed to the better or the worst. And NO, YOU CANT DECIDE. No one knows me better than i do myself. I hate it when people say "ala.. aku kenal sgt lahh ngan kauu". No! stop saying that because its not true. Eventhough sometimes i do say that to some of my friends, but really, i dont mean that way. Truly, i do realize that i cant judge someone even if we've been friends for 100 years (tipu ah). Some people just dont really show their true colours to other people. Some people does. But to say we know someone deeply, its not possible. I just think that we cant really say what we see. No matter what. Lately, ive been behaving really bad. I do not think i need to elaborate here. But seriously, I think ive changed. Better, or worst, Both i guess. I think im doing pretty well in my studies -- Not really. But im improving. I guess. I dont sleep like a pig in class like a usually did last year. And i memorized the Quran 4 PAGES already. Thats a good start for me because i dont memorize them last year. AT ALL. Except 1 page. :D But still, some of the subjects in school are just plain boring to me to actually concentrate. Especially when the teacher keeps blabbering but no one understands. Thats really annoying to me. What i do? I just put my head on the table and make myslef comfortable, and go to dreamland. But sometimes, i dont reach dreamland. Just blank. Then when i wake up, i have no idea whats going on. Its like ive been in a complete different place. But still, in class. There were moments when i wake up from my lovely comfortable nap, i thought it was already recess time because my classmates starts to walk around and leave the class. But unfortunately, it was Quran subject where we need to go to the 'musolla'. That occurred to me few times already. Sometimes its embarassing. But sometimes, i just act stupid and walk away.

School have been really sucky now. I hate it. New teachers also suck. There is one teacher. Who LOVES to shout. A female teacher. She just dont know when to stop shouting. That happened just now. She is pregnant. And she kept shouting and shouting and screaming her lungs out scolding people each time a student made a tiny miny mistake which she could actually talk it out and say it politely. I dont know. Maybe shouting is part of her daily routine. HOBBY MAYBE? (i wonder how her husband stands her, HE should be gay). LOL. no, joking. But with all seriousness, stop being annoying and take a chill pill for god sake. Shes killing me mentally. I could go crazy just now. (Dear teacher "i-dont-know-whats-your-name", im making you famous. You should thank me (:).
And another teacher have been acting really annoying these few days. I might not mention names. But seriously, i wanted to whack him. He talks nonsense all the time and most of my classmates find it really funny! -.-. I find it funny too half the time. But come on, you are rude sometimes dear beloved teacher -.-. But the good thing is, he apologize GENERALLY before leaving the classroom which is, to me, not really satisfying. I mean, it happened to me once, he humiliated me by mentioning my name in front of the class, talking about my terrible grade i got for english Olevel last year. Come on, do you really have to mention names. There were people who got worst grades than me so why do you have to say MY name? (No offence to them who got E8 or even F9. The point is not about you. Sorry) So i cried right after that, YEAH I DO CRY. -.-. I wasnt seeking for attention though, dont get me wrong, its just that, it hurts listening to a TEACHER talking about you like that, it really is, i know its supposed to be some kind of a challenge to prove him wrong, but please, do it the other way dear teacher. Then before leaving the class he said "im sorry if i hurt anyone's feelings .. blablaba.. ". IF??? you said, IF? You crushed my feelings ALREADY! Theres no IFs!! Since then, i dont really like him. You hurt someone, you come to him/her and apologize personally, especially when you MENTION NAMES. -.-
Im not bitching about you dear teacher. Just typing down what i truly feel about you. As for you dear school, You extremely SUCK now. Hate you. Im just waiting for this freakin TWO YEARS to end. Then ill have my glory days and say goodbye to MADRASAH ALJUNIED. That is IF i pass both years. INSYAALLAH.
I think im done. Goodbye.

V'Day?? No We Dont Celebrate it.

2009-02-16T20:16:00.000+08:00

We went out again on Friday night and Saturday.(Me, Zeda, Raden, Achup).. Went to Pasir Ris Park on Friday night, lepak-ed, then there was Mint and Topeq, i asked them to come since Achup was the only guy there that day. Unfortunately Tacha couldnt come due to some inevitable situation. So it was just the 6 of us. Then there was this bunch of monkeys celebrating one of their friends birthday, its like they own the place. Sabotage the birthday boy, flour, eggs all.. Then they were running all over the place and the 'tepong' sume terbang. Alamak.. klw masok mate org mintak kene maki sehh. Then they went away just like that leaving the place messy as hell. Tissues everywhere. Grass became white because of the 'tepong'. Topeq binget jek. haha. Planned to masok tempat 'keras'.. Org panggel tmpt tu ape ntah.. Mangrove2 gtu lahh. But then 2 of us menghilangkan diri NTAH KEMANE. For nearly TWO HOURS they were gone. So plan tak jadi. lagipon takot ade org lemah semangat. haha. So yeah. Then went back home. Me & Zeda went back to Raden's place. Sleepover. Ingat nk tgk crite hantu WUJUD. abe ade lah org tu tak nak. haha.

Then on Saturday, (malas nk crite panjang), we went to Bugis, Achup got new Top and Bermudas and a Cap. haha. Then went to Vivo and all.. Then Went back at night. (seriously malas nk crite panjang, sorry). haha. So yeah.. Im thinking whether i should upload the rest of the photos or not.. hmmm.. Tag me if you wanna see the pictures. If i dont see any tags demanding for photos, i wont upload any. haha waste energy waiting for the upload to complete. Klw org nk tgk takpe jugak. lol. So yeah.. BYE.

Birthday Boy//Celebrations

2009-02-10T12:05:00.000+08:00

Hello there. Its already 11 plus pm, im going to bed soon though. Just wanna share with you guys some photos and what happened for the past few days. Honestly, im lazy to type long long. So i just wanna say, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ACHUP, my dear cousin, who just turned 17 on Sunday, 080209. We went out ramai2, had fun on Saturday, then Sunday, we hanged again, but unfortunately, Achup mcm taik. Moody abes. Tak bebual pape until the end of the day when we are just about to go back. mcm sial. attitude sia. haha. He got problems ahh.. then act that way. sepak baru tau. Yeah so got to know two dudes, Achup's ite friends, Fazli and Syafiq. Nice guys. And as for Fazli, thanks for being our so called photographer for that Saturday. haha

Ouh and we watched The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button. A damn long movie, about 2 hrs 40 mins. Beku sia dlm cinema. We were freezing. Lagi2 Fazli, He wore a nice 'brand new' singlet only, haha beku lah kau. And the movie was okay to me. I enjoyed it eventhough for approximately 3 damn long hours. Jalan crite die best. $9.50 for 3 hour movie. Okay whattt. hahaha. So yeah. I think thats enough. Ill update more soon okay. The picture are more important. lol. k nah!

Ouh and Im proud to announce that i have officially deleted my FRIENDSTER account. haha! so whoever was in my friend list, im sorry. ala.. its not like you guys care right.. haha. So its only Facebook, Blogger and Flickr. Okay? Whoever ade Facebook.... ape lagi? add me if you want to. Tanak suda. Just search for the name 'CHACHA ANAKMU' okay? hahahhaa. tak penting. bye.

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2009-02-05T13:43:00.000+08:00

To all people who fell for that stupid trick of mine in my previous post, IM SORRY. haha. Seriously, i didnt think you guys will actually fell for it. haha.

Friday: Qiyamulail in school, bagi sape yg tak tau ape itu Qiyamulail, Go and ask your Mother. If she also donno, then gasak kau lah. :D And damn i didnt get to watch American Idol on friday. Hish! So that was the First Qiyam for this year (girls).
And its OKAY to me. Takde lahh gerek mane.. We played stupid games here and there. The susun-ikot-umor/height games and... ouh i think we just played one stupid game. My group won for the first round and the rest we all cannot tahan oredi. And of course i was the photographer for that Qiyam. Eventhough not OFFICIALLY. Well, Someone objected. LOL. Like i care. Its not like i wont snap any pictures if im not assigned to be the photographer. At the end of the day, Shilah still asks me for the damn snapshots. -.-''

Saturday: End of Qiyamulail, balek ruma Raden, we hanged out after having a short nap at her house. Went to AMKhub searching for Chinaphone shop there. But when we asked the shoppers there, they say NO Chinaphone there (AMKhub). They say go to Sim Lim Square. WTF sia?! From Tampines took bus to AMK then must go back to Bugis? Aiyya.. so we took the bus again to Bugis, go Sim Lim, then surveyed Chinaphone there. Belambak sia. lol. And then we lepak-ed at Kallang, DALAM KEADAAN YANG PENAT DENGAN KAKI YANG LENGOH AKIBAT SOLAT TASBIH TIME QIYAM. haha. And then after maghrib i had to go to the Airport to send my Sister back to Melbourne. So i parted with Raden at Tanah Merah. Send them off. Then back home.

Sunday: Tution with Cekgu Kemy. Nothing Much. Supposed to do project, go church and do some interviewing again, but since Adila couldnt make it, so i told Rai not to come. Let Zeda and i go to the damn Church. BUT, last minute, Zeda's mom texted her to go home early, donno why. So didnt go to church at all. haha.

Monday: duhhh~~ school as usual.

Tuesday: School. -.-'''

Wednesday: School.. BUT! Tak belajar pape pon. We didnt even bring any books. As for me, i just brought my Camera along. We had a some kind of workshop. Still in the school area. School library to be exact. The whole day. Not really. From 7.30am till 4.30pm. It is called 'Kompas Kemenangan'. Its quiet fun lahh. We got to know two brothers, Bro Ikram and Bro Mukhsin. They were our trainers for the workshop. So we DIDNT learn anything from it. WHY?? Because the trainers asked us to NOT learn anything, DONT trust anyone for that two-day workshop. And another thing, 4 walls, what happens here (library), stays in here. So yeah it was just between us and the trainers. Fun lahh. Not bad. At the end of the day, we took a formal photo with Bro Mukhsin and a candid shot, which Bro Mukhsin is really not good at. (gamba formal and candid same je pose). haha. Its a two-day workshop. So theres more on Thursday, thats means today.

Thursday: Today, guess what, i didnt go to school. the workshop. Malassss... But Rai texted me said today's workshop gerek. Damn. But i was damn lazy to go today. And when i asked Rai to tell me about it tomorrow, she said "No. 4 walls je". Wtf!? uuurrgghh!! Wateva it is, heres the millions of snapshots i took.

ok bye.

Short.

2009-01-28T20:22:00.002+08:00

Im too lazy too update anymore! I will no longer update this blog! Please take note. Im gonna delete this blogger account soon, will just stick to Facebook, and Flickr.
As for Friendster, I still havent delete it yet, but i dont update it anymore. Friendster suck now! Spam byk!! "Do you wanna view my webcam???" Wtf?? Takde trick laen per. hahaha. Anyways i didnt fall for it. lol.
And im gonna sell my laptop to someone who needs it more than i do.. Im selling it for just $750. Im gonna pass it to that someone maybe tomorrow. I dont think i need laptop anymore. So guys and gals, if any of you are in my msn contact list, forget it, delete me, block me.. WHATEVER. Just erase me from ur lives.
From now on, im just gonna focus on my studies, families and friends. No laptop. And i heard my dad gonna sell the TV also. So yeah.. No american idol for me no more.. Today last day gonna watch! Arrgghhh!! im sorry guys.. i have to do it.. Ive done so many things, i must earn my family's trust back.
Seriously. I dont deserve this laptop, someone else does. I dont need TV. I just need education. TV and Laptop are not gonna bring you nowhere, they are just a waste of ur precious time. Dont let them take control and destroy your life.
Look on the bright side, u still have families and friends and cousins and aunties and uncles and ... whoever. Just forget everything that will block ur way to glory and success. Just Education. Thats what you need. So yeah. I think thats about it. Bye.
Bare in ur mind, about what i said, think about it.
Take care guys. :D
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Nahh.. im just kidding. Everything i said above was a joke. Sorry. I was fucking bored.

Marina Barrage. Photoshoot.

2009-01-26T23:23:00.003+08:00

Woke up at about 7.30am today and then left the house at about 8am. WOW. first time waking up early. haha. not really first time ahh. Met up with them at Marina Bay MRT. Them, im talking about the Arrijal Mosque Commitees. We went to one of the cafe at Marina Barrage for a meeting and then went off to the 'perfect' place for the photoshoot. Then after a millions of shots and jumpshots and candid shots, we decided to go eat at Lau Pa Sat. Some of them went home without joining us. So after eating, it was only 1.30pm. No way i was gonna go home at that time. So i thought about where to go, the first thing popped up in my mind was, LEPAK RUMAH RADEN. So called her, told her that i was going there, then... ape lagi?? lepak ahh.. haha Lepak2.. tertido.. ngantok beb. Pagi2 bute da klua ruma.. haizz. So yeah.. Thats all about today..

Bye.

Last Long Aite.

2009-01-26T01:19:00.002+08:00

"Syeraw.. Aku terpikat pat satu schoolmate kau ahh.. Rinkato name friendster die.." -Tacha.

With just one sentence, her dream came true on 26 Jan 2008. That is, having Mint by her side till now. Im greatful for this two, and utterly happy of course. I cant describe how happy i am for them, eventhough its THEIR 1 Year Anniversary and it has nothing to do with me, but i dont care, Im just happy for them. I feel like it was only last month that they know each other.
Tacha, if you were not my friend, Mint would probably be lonely till now, no chic by his side, noone to make him happy like you do now.
And Mint, if you were not my friend, Tacha wont be talking to me and telling me about her crush on you. lol. But i do realize it is all fate. Allah did it, not me. Im just a normal human being that was being used to bring you guys together. (huhh?).
And i wanna thank you both for being my friends. You guys are good friends. No regrets. :D And i really really really really really hope/wish you guys last till.... forever. Till death do you guys apart. haha.

Simpan duit Mint, nak kawen nanti. lol. INSYAALLAH. :D

I cant open my eyes now, too sleepy. A fucking alarm from my handphone woke me up, and was smiling to see "Tacha&Mint 1 Year Anny!!" on my phone. Yeah, i did set an alarm. Incase i forget. I told you, my memory suck.

Bye.

Forget Him.

2009-01-25T23:35:00.002+08:00

Why should i care about someone like him?
Im hurt, deep inside.
As i said in my old post, Im not a freakin Nicole Ritchie. So i dont deserve him and he dont deserve me.
I see names, girls' names, everytime, different names. One after another, if you're a girl, dont tell me ure not jealous or even hurt??
Why cant you notice? Why cant you think for a second that i do care about you?? T_T

*sigh*.. Whatever..
Im out. Hope you're happy.

p/s: ignore this post, im just feeling down and hurt. :(

Photos

2009-01-19T19:22:00.008+08:00

Photos lahh! nak ape?? nanti2 bole update btol2 ahh. LOL. k nah!!

Hello

2009-01-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

Credits goes to Raihana. She took this.

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.

Oi people! heh. Sorry for not updating this stupid blog of mine for a long time. But i know you guys dont even care right?? I think no one is reading this blog right now. So whats the use of updating right?? For what?? waste time only. haha! But if you're reading this, that means there is still someone who read this blog. haha! thanks ehh.

Ok crappppp.

Actually I have loooooadddssss to tell. but im gonna summarize everything ahh. No time to tell all ahh. Got homework, havent finish, and have to hafal quran, if not.......
Okay so for the past few days, ive been really obsessed with my 'new' camera. cheyy happy. haha no lahh. just saying.
And that day, i dont know when was the date, my cousin from KL came to Singapore, holiday, then we have to spend time with them instead of with friends, see, how good are we.. Not easy to get cousins like us. K merepek. But seriously, its not like we dont like having them here, its just, ade malas sikit nk layan dorg. haha BASTED.
Besides that, i admit i had alot of fun while they were here.
Went to Sentosa, went sheesha-ing, mcm2.

Not to forget, baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyak gambar.. since i own a camera now. haha. Dont expect me to let it (camera) rest. haha.
Photossss... nanti bole.

Then...... urmmm.. OMG there was so many things i wanna tell but now sume da lupe. siak btol. I dont know, ive been really forgetful nowadays, like seriously, bukan lupe sikit2 nye case tau, its like i feel it never exist something like that. Rabak.

Yesterday, i went out with my classmates thought of doing project, but ended up there was something wrong with the internet connection in Brasbasah Mcd. Damn you Brasbasah. lol. Atlast lepak-ed at esplanade, then go photoshoot. Lepak-ed at the sofa there, the one yg millions of people pass by and imagine me and my friend eating KFC there. EVERYONE could see us. And almost everyone looked at us in a strange way. Mcm lahh aku joget telanjang kat situ. But the thing is, i was eating facing everyone and my friend was facing me. So it was like as thought i was the only one melantak-ing there. haha.

People kacau-ed us like "ehh makan KFC". -.-'''
While Zahidah sat there played games. So everytime people walked behind her, they would eventually look at the computer screen. haha. mcm klaka gtu. donno why. Especially kids. They will stop and stare at the laptop screen. haha. Free show ehh? lol.
Then photoshoot while walking from Esplanade to Raffles. Now I know thats where photographers spend their time taking hundreds of shots. So i did too. haha.
I wanna become a Professional Photographer someday. InsyaAllah.
But right now, just started. Beginner.
Zahidah and Adila was my model for that day. haha. Sape nk jadi model ikhlas no-charge punye blg aku kay. haha.

I started tuition with Cekgu Kemy today. Long time no see sia.. He is still healthy as usual. 70 of age. WOW. Then just now he sent us to woodlands. haha save energy no need to take bus. lol. Thanks Cekgu.

I hate to procrastinate but i do it everytime. Its killing me sia.. Everytime i procrastinate, ill regret later. And its affecting parts of my life. haizz.

I wonder what 'she' feels after knowing that she was wrong all this while. haha. Dulu laen skrg laen lahh. haha. kekek. Korg tak phm kan?? takpe.
Whatever it is, even if you think 'he' likes you or something, you dont need to act all mengade2 ahh. haha. end up paisey. malu tak?

And there is no need for you to talk about people when you yourself are not better.
You hae to improve on alot of things about yourself. How could you even call yourself hot when you dress like a total idiot? lol.

NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU GUYS. JUST IMAGINE YOU GUYS ARE HER. haha. wtf.

AND im not bitching about her. just pouring out my thoughts and feelings. haha.

I want a new laptop!!! lol. so jealous of my friend. She bought SONY VAIO laptop white color so fucking nice!! haha. So that time, in school, dlm musollah, org tenga bace doa and i was godeh2-ng her laptop and wrote a boredom note. Really. CRAPP sia.. i was so bored at that point of time. So i wrote a long stupid lame motherfucking note. haha. Read it if you want. Tanak suda. Skip.

siti nur zahidah binte salimi
zahidah hashim
nursyahirah binte mohamed roslan
muhammad izhar bin mohamed roslan
muhammad hafiz bin mohamed roslan
nursyahidah binte mohamed roslan
siti nur zahirah binte salimi
siti nur hidayah binte rifaie
madrasah aljunied alislamiah
saya suka main bola
hari hari saya main bola
hari hari saya tidur
saya tidak suka mariam
saya mau bunuh si maryam sundal itu
bole tak???
pleaseeeee.....
saya sayang keluarga saya
mengapakah orang2 di sekeliling saya suka sangat menyakiti hati saya??
saya tidak mengerti.
tolonglahh
jgn lahh ganggu saya..
saya tidak bersalah....
pleasee....
tolong...
tolongg....
tolong...
helppp....
rescue me....
hahahahahaaa
lol
lol
lol
lol
lol
hahahahha
huuuheeeahhahahhhhahehhehyyauuajfjfurijvhcgcenfk
phm tak??? tak phm??
too bad... hahahaha
bodo lah korg nie...
hahaha
korg tu... im referring to anyone yg terase. hahaha. jap ehh.. nk bace doa..
k sambong... saye terlambat.. jap nk bace doa lagi
lambat nye...

k dabes....
k sambong... saye sedang berada di musollah sekolah saya yg merepek ini..
tau tak kenapa saye ckp mrepek??
because...
it is so merepek lah...
phm tak??
haizzzz susah lah bobal ngan korg nie.. penat tau.. k.. saye merepek saye tau..
tapi.. ade org lagi merepek dari saye.. tau sape???
zahidah salimi. hahahhaa tak lahh.. MARYAM... ahhhh tu lagiiiiii merepek.
die lagi bobal kat depan mcm phm gile babi buto nye.. k bye.... THE END..

So that was what i wrote. Not really that long lahh. But merepek to the max kan...
haha. so yeah..

I dont know whats going on with me now. Ive been acting kinda strange lately. Annoying pon ade.

And about my new class, ok lahh.. but really my heart wasnt there. What i know is, Im gonna sit in that class for another two years and then say goodbye. INSYAALLAH. No semangat for that class. Not my class lahh. haizz..

Ouh how can i forget, OLEVEL results!
Rabak.
Maths=8
Eng=7
Arab=4
Malay=3
IRK=7

GILE. retaking maths and english. IRK MALAS. see how first ahh. haha.

So.. now.. nk buat homework pon da lmbt. update blog punye pasal. dah bye ahh.
Take care all. alamaaak... gamba... TSk. NEXT POST AHHH!!!!!! SORYYYY. da takle bukak mate.
blom gosok baju tudong sume.. kemas buku... SEMUE BLOM!!!! TSK. promise, next post, PHOTOS. ok.. hehe.. BYEBYE.

CORRECTION//Sister coming back.

2009-01-04T22:49:00.004+08:00

Hey people, just a short post to correct something. lol.
In the previous posts i told you guys about the Nikon D40. Right?? But, Its not D40 actually. Its Nikon D40X. haha
Aku baru tau. lol. Well, the difference is, The one with the 'X' is slightly better. haha. Its 10.2 Megapixel whereas the one without the 'X' is 6.2 Megapixel. haha.
Aku bukan nk bangge ehh. Cume aku sendiri happy. lol.
So insyaAllah i'll be getting that sonofacamera by next weekend. InsyaAllah...

Even better, By next friday, which is on the 9th Jan, my sister is coming back to Singapore. Yeay! along with her husband of course, my Brother-in-law. Same lahh tu sume. haha. im soooo looking forward to that day, if i really am getting the camera by next weekend, it will be awesome. Its the perfect occasion to shoot loads of photos. lol. God (Allah), make it happen! :D

The time says 10:58 right now and im going to bed SOON. About 11 maybe? WTF?? its only 2 minutes away. SEE! now its already 10:59. Tsk. Okay maybe 11:30. Coz i have to iron the damn uniform first, but before that need to get rid of the stupid gum stain on my jubah. And its the inner side of the jubah. Kire die sebela dlm bukan sebela lua. haha.

I wonder where it came from. hmmm..

Bye.

Sembawang Park.

2009-01-03T20:09:00.012+08:00

On 01012009, The very first day of this 'wonderful' year 2009, i went to Sembawang Park with families. My family, and my two other cousin family. Eventhough one family came late. But they were there. Another two families couldnt make it. So it was just us. We picnic-ed. Brought Nasi Lemak, And other foods. Mcm nak overnight 2 hari jee. lol.

Okay skip to the best part. haha. I got to use My cousin's DSLR camera for that day, as in i became a minor photographer for that very day. I guess i can call that my future camera. haha. So.. you know.. i wont take few pictures, i took millions of 'em. Not really millions, but alot. I cant describe how happy i was. I was happy that whole day just because i got to hold that camera for that very picnic. haha. So, im too lazy to story2. Tgk gamba je k. haha.
I know im not a professional photographer YET, but im a beginner. :D pelan2 kayoh..
haha.

ok bye.

School//DSLR

2009-01-02T19:59:00.004+08:00

First day of school, sucked.
I was so happy when i got to see my friends again. But im not happy about my new class. So i didnt want to bother about that. First step into the class, Ustaz Sandisi was already in there. I walked in, sat down, and then Raihana said: "OI, Form Teacher."--(pointing at Ustaz Sandisi at the same time). I died right away. It was like all your happiness were taken away. From smiling wide as i enjoy the new atmosphere of my new "lovely" class, my face suddenly changed to a horrible, awful expression of a kid without parents that had no life and was born in a Pig Cage. *asl bole je*.
I was happy that HE is not the DISCIPLINE MASTER anymore, but then he is now my FORM TEACHER. Isnt that worst?? Kill me! Somebody.
And obviously school has become very strict now since Teacher Zul is the NEW Discipline Master. And i feel like transfering to a JAIL to pursue my studies. Bars everywhere, every staircase there are bars. You know? Pagar. lol. I know its for safety precautions. But its just stupid to me. All the way i was thinking, "skola da mcm Jail. Skola da mcm Jail. Skola da mcm Jail".
There are cameras now. CCTV. Sial je.
And Im not the only one who think so. And my class, is now a NO-SHOES-ALLOWED class. 5th Story classes, used to have CARPETS, but its all cement now. and it suck too. And there are new teachers now. Few of them. 5 or 6 or 7 i dont remember. Alot of changes. I dont like it. Im not interested in going to THAT school anymore. BUT i have no choice i have to study hard. There IS a reason. :D

The thing is, my cousin was selling his DSLR camera for just $550. A NIKON D40. And i wanted it so bad. I even asked my mum to buy it for me. But she refused to. Its quite cheap though, atleast cheaper than having to buy a new one for $1K. Then that day, we were having dinner at one of the restaurants near sembawang but i dont know whats the name, my dad had been talking to my cousin about that camera, more like surveying it.

Dad: "Berape nie nak jual?? Kurang tak bole? ......... *blabalaba*
Cousin: "Bole. Camera nie... blablabla... Die ... blabla..."
Dad: "Okay ayah bayakan dulu then Chacha pelan2 baya aya k??"
Chacha: "Huh??? Serious?? Nak!!!!!!"

Then straight away my dad took out his wallet and made a downpayment. I was happy like hell!!
My cousin is buying a D300 if im not wrong, so he is selling away his D40. Hey wait, its already mine, not officially though. haha.
Ill be getting in this month but dont know when. InsyaAllah. AMIN!
So thats why i want to study hard this time, dont want to disappoint my parents AGAIN. I dont want my camera tobe snatched away. lol. So yeah thats it for today. haha. And tomorrow is SATURDAY! No school! Great, Pathetic.

Bye.

New Year......

2009-01-01T06:06:00.000+08:00

I Wanna Make Things Clear.

2008-12-31T00:15:00.002+08:00

IM GONNA MAKE THINGS CLEAR;

Im NOT excited about going to school this Friday.
Im NOT excited about being a failure.
Im NOT excited that they renovated the school.
Im NOT excited to study the same thing i studied the last 10 months.
Im NOT excited to meet the people in the school except just some of my classmates, not ALL of them.
Im NOT excited that 'someone' became ITMAJ.
Im NOT excited that our classrooms are provided with the projectors and stuff.
Im NOT excited that 'we' are gonna be in 'that' class.
Im NOT excited that school will be extremely strict again.

Infact,

I AM excited to meet my fellow friends this Friday. You know who you are.
I AM excited that Im given a chance to try again.
I AM excited that there are projectors in each classrooms so we wont have to break our backs just to prepare those for the subject. lol tak ikhlas sehh. Joking.
I AM excited that they didnt re-paint the school to one horrible colour bulding.
I AM excited that i can try to memorize my Quran subject again and NOT disappoint Ustaz Affandi.
I AM excited to be in the same class as my previous classmates. Some of them though.
I AM excited that I wont be in the same class with 'someone'.
I AM excited that Cikgu Zul became out Discipline Master for 2009. Instead Of... You know.

Sorry for the stupid clearance. The reason is simple, someone thought i was excited to go back to school. And i am incredibly bored.

BYE.